Cry again.

Its just someone else,
At the corner of the room.
He's smiling, he's laughing.
His wife's on the phone.
I look away and I feel that punch.
I was empty yesterday,
And I'm now piling on pain.
Why did I have to go,
And cry again.

I walked by them,
And they smiled out of life.
A look in their eyes,
I'll envy every day from now on.
Its the time I called you up,
and let you know,
I'm ready to let you go.
Its a pain, I'll envy forever.
In this surreal moment,
Cutting all ties to you,
Why did I have to go,
And cry again.

Fall out of love.

Still holding that thread to you.
We walk on this thin line.
It never breaks, It never has.
Months and months but you're still there.
Distant like a shining star.
Your existence keeps reminding me of love.
Of the butterfly that flutters.
Its that same smile,
Over and over.
Its becoming a torture,
Out of place I can't be there.
I can't reach out to you.
I just wish you could feel this today.
I'm falling in deeper and deeper.
It gets darker and darker.
And you stay shining,
At a distance that tortures me.
With a few words you're on your guard.
Its the same dejavu,
Every time I tell you I love you.
Its what you would say.
What you can say.
In a matter of seconds,
How the string will never play again.
How we'll fall,
Just in seconds,
Fall out of love.

Take me with you.

I was at that place again,
Where I came across you.
I smelled you in the wind.
Reaching every corner of me.
The memory of you,
Bringing every part of me to life.
I feel the broken spirit.
Coming together like your smile.
Making me whole like your touch.
Its this distance that pains.
So walk my way, and look at me.
I can feel you there.
Make that move,
Come take me in.
Is this that time when I cry?
Shed a few tears?
Feels like I'm almost there,
When you're gonna let me in.
I say the words that only you know.
Why don't you take me,
Take me with you.
Oh beautiful girl.
Where have you gone?
Take me with you.

Magic in you.

You have this magic in you.
I see it in your eyes.
I can feel the intensity of your thoughts,
This beautiful person inside.
When you walk away from the crowd.
You pull yourself together,
And you put a brave face,
Smile like never before.
Smile and I know its not true.
You have this magic in you,
I see it and I feel it around you.
Everytime I pass by, I see the look in your eyes.
Didn't anyone remind you how special you are.
Was anyone around to hold your hand,
And tell you you're beautiful.
Those eyes spill tears every night.
Somewhere down the road, I see you with me.
I'll rub off the tag of being unloved.
I'll be there to remind you,
Everyday from now,
I know I can hold you hand,
And make you see it through my eyes.
The speciality I see.
Cuz I see that something,
Only you will ever know.
And I feel that magic.
And only you make me feel.

Hate.

Flowing off the top,
Boiling up with emotion.
Feeling the hate like never before,
Unable to utter a word,
I stare at your face,
And words hurt like a stab.
Every breathe feels like a bother.
The past changes,
As the trust sets free.
I close my eyes and let it settle down.
Look me in my eyes and tell me why.
If my words held value,
I'd tell you about it.
But unable to utter a word,
Hate wasn't an option.
But now I skip you everytime,
No you don't matter.
Every time I see you,
I skip a beat, and I'm overwhelmed.
I wish there was forgiveness.
I wish there was forgetting.
For there is no place for redemption.
In my heart, there is no place for hate.

Hold on tight..

Tears at the corner of your eyes,
Creeping out, they're a sign of your love.
How it is, how its meant to be.
How much it means to me,
Every tear sparkles and shouts my name.
Hold on tight till I hold you again.
Hold your hand and wipe it away.

Its when you smile looking into the mirror,
You notice the truth in my words,
For everytime I've told you you're beautiful.
You've rolled your eyes and laughed it away.
When you smile, lost in thought.
You notice yourself falling again,
You've been tough and kept me away.
Hold on tight till I hold you again...
Till I kneel down with a sparkle in my eye.
That moment will make it all true.
Hold on tight..
Just hold on tight.

Flowers.

With the prettiest eyes ever,
You're cuter than every other.
With a smile that kills me,
You smile and it chills me.
The hazel in your eyes, brighter than the sun.
The way it makes me feel, its no fun.
Standing here, I'd walk away for you.
Staying faraway, I'd still be enough for you.
Like the sunshine, I'll never say bye.
Write your name in the sky.
Hope for a better day, count on me.
I've promised myself, to see
and look after the beautiful person in your soul.
If you decide to walk away, you'll be punching a new hole.
Come on and return my smile,
Through my fingertips, feel that tingle.
Sit here, and watch the rainbow.
Its just this cliff, there's so much to show.
At the corner of every city,
I've left a rose for the girls so pretty.
They're there, blossoming for you.
Each petals yell I love you.

Paint the sky.

Broken, I'm feeling no emotion.
Apart from the pain, I feel this erosion.
Its ripping my heart out.
I scream but I can't shout.
In the corner of the room,
Where you lie lifeless like a broom.
Another side of life, Its another side kick.
What I thought was dream, was your trick.
Make a wish, tear the paper. Laughing but you're hurting..
Inside you're upside down, Down and now you're crying.
When its a bother,
I swing, I slide.
Its the wish of every other,
To feel like a child.
Feel the carefree laughs and the sillyness.
In the eyes of a child, there you see kindness.
Watch life from a birds eye.
Close your eyes and paint the sky.

Human Emotion Week.

It was the time I just stared there,
In the darkness of the moment, tears I shed.
I looked around and I felt this tug,
Tug of loneliness and I fear its there.
At the corner of the shower.
Sit and cry at the corner.
Its this human emotion,
And beats my heart louder.

It was the time I just smiled,
In the blink of an eye, My eyes twinkled.
I felt the soothe,
The soothe of a warm heart.
The feel on an open reach.
The tug of happiness, I felt the love.
At the pit of my heart, Its one of the best,
Moment I've shared,
Its this human emotion,
That makes me smile, when I feel dead.

It was when the world lost its colour,
And everything turned red.
At the corner of the horizon,
I feel like the walking dead.
When my breath couldn't go deep.
I just glared at you but couldn't speak.
In the blink of an eye, Evil had its way.
And I was there, meaning words I'd never say.
At the back of my mind,
Its something I cannot change,
Its this human emotion,
That makes me feel like the living dead.

Look at me and the eyes that twinkle.
Look at me and the eyes that stare.
Look at me and the eyes that scare.
In the darkness of moment,
In the light of being guiding.
Tugged up by the emotion.
Took over by the mind.
I didn't mean them but I said things,
I wasn't planning on but I smiled.
You probably never meant to but you make me cry.

Human Emotions.

When you're sitting all alone,
And your friends calling your phone.
Its quarter after three,
Under the stars, they set your free.
Free from the bounds of your thoughts,
You feel this pain, before those two shots.
Its the dew on the leaves,
But the tears no body see's.

Its a stab or a firework.
Its inside where you feel it.
Its a human emotion,
That keeps you up at night.
Its beautiful.
Its a disaster.
Its everything, its never on time.

Looking for a cab and you're holding on.
With a that grin on your face you've drawn.
The way you choose,
And the way you go,
You learn the shock, she's dead and its killing you.
You've your hand drawn, and he's looking at you.
Where to, but you're smiling no more.
This ball of fire inside,
This frustration that builds up inside.
Its beautiful.
Its a disaster.
Its everything, its never on time.

Whole again.

In the cold night,
Chilly like never before.
In the train of my thought.
I lost to you.
I lost you.
I drew a blank to your memories.
Shouting up to the blockage inside.
Trying to pull through the barried in my mind.
I feel you again,
Sense you again.
I find you within me, I'm whole again.

After the break,
In the silence,
A little bit of stutter.
In the blink of an eye.
I drew a blank to your memories.
I lost to you.
I lost you.
Losing to the coldness inside.
I feel a rainbow form again.
Colouring my world.
I feel the prickle on my nose,
I feel that smile creep up again.
I feel you again.
Sense you again,
I find you within me,
I forgot your feel,
But I'm whole again.

Loved you will be my.

I stood there,
My look was a stare,
In your eyes,
Watching you time flies.
As hard as a rock,
Hit you like a shock.
Our eyes meet,
You're away a few feet.
Prettier than the rainbow,
Your eyes, love they show.
Clearer than the sky,
Lonelier than a butterfly.
Dreaming like I'm 15.
Feeling like I'm 18.
Numbers they changed,
Leaving you deranged.
Tonight is the night,
4 walls hold you tight.
Take long to cry again,
Down to earth, don't be in sane.
With your voice that shrill,
At the moment of thrill,
Keep the flow up.
Up in the air,
With a smile, better prepare,
For ever loud voice,
A cringe of fear wouldn't suffice.
Join them when you die,
But smile when you don't cry.
Dream like you're 18,
Live like you're 15.
Clearer than the sky,
Loved you will be my.

Carry You Home.

You've wings on your back,
And the light that lights me up.
You have love like a dove,
With smiles you drive me insane.
We've all shed tears,
At the corner of a classroom,
Or hidden in the closet.
In the arms of a lover,
Or the pillow on your bed.
You make me smile,
You colour my world.
As strong as you are,
I know you can fly.
I'm watching you hesitate,
You've wings on your back,
But let me carry you home.

You see your window,
At the corner of the street,
Wiping away your tears,
Each step that you take,
Hurts me like a stab,
Every tear you've shed made me cold.
As strong as you are,
I know you're almost there.
I see it in your eyes,
I see it when you sniff away.
Lean on me now,
Here take my hand,
Let me carry you home.

Picture.

Next to you when I'll breathe.
Holding your hand, with a smile on my face.
I'll look at you, trying to picture perfection.
With you I'd fly to the corners of the world.
I'll be here, right next to you forever.
Come out of the dream and feel me there.
Smile and smile again, make me smile for a while again.
Twirling in my grasp, grinning like never before.
Look away at the things we don't talk about.
After the time when I'm away,
Remember me sitting there.
Somewhere around you picturing perfection.
Picture yourself as the Princess of my world.
Picture me smiling at everything you say, everything you do.
Every smile you part be my fire.
Look Into the sky when you're alone at night,
Count the twinkles, count along with me.
Not next to you but count with me.
4000 miles away I've been doing the same.
For quite a while now, trying to smile like before but I'm failing.
Come out of this dream today and feel me there,
Smile again, making me smile for a while again.
Picture Queen, picture perfection.