Promises.

When you cry in my arms,
Weeping, sobbing and complaining,
I caress your cheeks,
Give you love and all of me,
I promise you, no more tears.
I rub your hands to my heart,
I promise you it will never stop,
And tomorrow, I'll still be here,
Faraway, but I'll feel near.
Until it stops,
Till death do us part.

Tears of joy with your beautiful smile,
The world lights up for the day,
Everything shines and everything's charming,
With the chirping of the birds,
The softness in your touch,
When you pull me to you,
Tears of joy and promises.
I promise you,
With a kiss on your cheeks,
Promise to hold you high,
Promise to hold you tight,
With happiness and tears,
Promise to be there all along,
Hold your hand up to my heart,
Close your eyes and feel what it says,
With tears of joy, a promise,
When you hold me close, hold me tight,
I'll never let you go,
We'll never be apart,
Till death, do us part.

More than me.

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More than me.

by Saad Naseem on Friday, 23 March 2012 at 19:57 ·

I can't touch you, not more than I can touch the sky.
I can feel you here, I know you're here.
Beyond my reach but I can feel my heart.
My tears dry when I cry at night,
Isn't it you in hiding?
Isn't it you that pulls me through,
All those nightmares where I feel the warmth,
Isn't it you holding me tight?
Isn't it you calming me down?
But I can never see you, never hear, never touch.
But I can feel you here,
Like you're my shadow, my soul, my life.
And indeed you are, away from you,
I lose them all,
And with you, I have everything I need.
Isn't it you that completes me?
With so much that you are,
More than words can say,
More than eyes can see,
More than the heart can feel,
More than my love for you,
You're so much, more than all of me.

Minutes of sadness.

After minutes in sadness,
Pain and sorrow,
Life is a horror,
When your world falls apart,
All my secrets,
Surprises, love and care,
They start slipping,
Right on my knees,
I fall on the ground,
Unplanned and settled.
Maybe after you fall too,
Weak and broken,
I'll pick your pieces,
Mend you again and again,
I'll stay up years and walk these miles,
To find you this love,
To find you this hope,
And in all your cries and sobs,
I give up everything,
All my surprises, all my secrets,
Just to see you smile again,
Smile your beautiful smile.

When you say you've got to leave,
Ripping apart pieces of me,
You steal my heart away,
Take it far away from here,
And I carry yours in me,
Somewhere in my blood,
Somewhere in my soul,
You run all day, you run every moment
You win, every marathon in my mind.

See you again.

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See you again.

by Saad Naseem on Friday, 23 March 2012 at 19:55 ·

With every breath,
With every heartbeat.
I see these tiny lights fade,
I see this city, shining, so beautiful.
Almost for a moment, almost.
I felt it reach out to me,
But with every breath,
Every heartbeat.. Why do I feel you fade?
You're somewhere in these stars,
Tonight, you are where I'd sleep,
Tonight, you are in my weakness.
Dwelling in the fear of losing me,
Somewhere in your eyes, deep and bold.
Somewhere, I saw my promises keeping you alive.
Were right there and I'm right here.
Where we like, we are where we love.
But as these miles stretch, as these memories fade.
I feel myself missing you, more than me.
I feel what no one would, so little still so much.
You're my yesterday, you're still so much.
Tomorrow when the sun comes up,
You'll be here again, but it feels so far.
Around the memories that haunt me,
People change, these memories, they don't.
I'll be faraway, faraway from where you are.
With every breath, with every heartbeat.
I miss you more, I miss more of you..

If every moment you're so far away haunts me of my need for you,
I'll walk forever,
To never hurt you again,
Savour your smile and cherish your voice.
Hold you tight and never let you go,
When I see you again, I won't let you go.
With every breath, every heartbeat.
Far away.. So faraway.

Make me happy.

The way you say, whatever you say.
And the way you close your eyes,
When the wind blows by.
If its my smile that gives you life,
I'll stay forever to hold you tight.
If its my weakness that makes you cry,
I'll be here, to wipe of your tear.
With a kiss, I'll brush your cheeks.
With your blush, you'll tell me stories.

The way you love, whenever you love me.
And the way you call out my name,
When I'm searching for you.
Like you've seen me, seen all of me.
And I'm here, listening and feeling.
I can hear your heartbeat,
I can feel mine at the same time.
I hold you tight and I feel it too.
You're my heart, and you feel mine too.

Love you.

I love you so much,
Not for you're so beautiful,
Not cuz you smile, your pretty silly smile,
I love you, but its never enough,
Yes, you calm my eyes,
Put off the fire, of rage inside,
When they fall on you,
You change everything, inside,
How I feel is too good to be true,
Yes, you own my heart,
And all of me too,
Yes you're faraway,
But when its you and me,
Just us two,
Don't you feel I'm right there too?
You're beautiful and I love you,
And there's so much more.
Everything's silent, let our eyes,
They say every word I've ever known,
And its still not enough,

My baby, you're my every smile.
The happiness in my tears,
And I watch myself shatter,
Close from where my heart lies,
Close to you, keep me closer.
I'd tickle your chin,
And kiss you twice,
Hold you tight,
Till the sun goes down,
And I'll hold you for long,
At the end of this never ending song,
I'll let you go, when the moon gives light,
When my love for you dies,
When forever ends,
I'll kiss you twice and let you go.
My baby, my love.
You're beautiful and I love you,
Keep me close, closer to love.

Keep you there.

I'll hide you from the world, from their eyes.
Keep you deep inside, where pain subsides.
With the rush of the ocean, and the calm of the sea.
Where all's perfect and you don't need me.
I'll keep you there.

I'll sing to you, at the end of the night.
I'll pray with you, we'll make everything right.
With hope in our hearts, and love in our soul.
We'll see tomorrow, and skip over today.
If you're hurt now, I'll take you away.
Where all's perfect and you don't need me,
By the sun and the sea.
I'll keep you there.

I'll remember you, every moment I breathe.
I'll cherish you forever, keeping hope for more memories.
When you walk away and wander over the shadows,
I'll stay on my knees, I'll stay forever.
You can come to me crying,
And I'll take you away.
Keep you safe, away from their eyes.
You deserve more, no more goodbyes.
By the sun, the sea, and me.
I'll keep you there.

Hug.

With my arms around you,
You play with my heartbeat,
You head on my shoulder,
You palm on my chest,
So soft and precious,
I'd hold you tight,
I'll never let you go,
Do you mind if,
I never let you far?
And if you're not around me,
I'll put my teardrops on dew.

You can hold my hand,
Give me my world,
I'll be careful,
Not to hold you too tight,
Scared of breaking you,
You precious and soft.
I'll be careful,
Not to let you leave.
If you're here, right here.
I wouldn't feel the skies fall,
I wouldn't feel the stars crash.
When I reach out for you,
Do you mind if,
I never let you far,
If I never let you go.

Heaven is here.

So soft, and so serene,
You seem to me, like a dream.
Coming true with every word you say,
And every step we take,
Together, its so alive.
Borrow my eyes and watch my life,
Years from now,
I promised myself years ago,
Look at my palm,
Holding yours for so long,
Unseperable, digging in.
And you drag me away,
Far away to the hill over there,
Lying in my arms and playing with our thoughts,
I hold you tight and you snore softly.
Together but I watch the sun setting in your eyes,
Staring at your beautiful smile,
I kiss you but its never enough.
I hold you, never long enough.
And you, so beautiful as you are.
Jumping closer to me,
With every inch that I move,
Holding me closer than before.
Smile at my thoughts for you,
Smile when I say 'I love you',
Laugh for me, grin in my arms,
This is the way,
This is heaven to me,
When you're here in my arms,
And I love you.

Haven't you?

Haven't you been here before?
Polished every spec of my soul,
And brushed your lips to my heartbeat.
My life you live, my life you are.
Haven't we been in love before?
Today and tomorrow,
Yesterday and every moment with you,
Haven't we held hands before,
With today you bring this new feeling,
Something I've never felt before,
With your smile, you bring changes in my life,
Brighter and softer, smoother and calmer.
I felt myself giving up but you held me tight,
You praised everything I had to give,
You changed everything that I felt,
Haven't I felt perfect before?
Haven't you loved me before?

Aren't you the one that pulled me together?
With those words you put together,
Bringing me in this light that I love,
And with you, I feel the my heart beat up,
Faster than ever before, content like they'll never be more.
Pull me up again, and brush off my darkness.
I know you can, as I watch you dream of me.
I brush my lips to your cheeks,
And I stay put until you smile and creep a blush.
Whisper the words that put away the flame,
I'm in love with you.

Give me love.

Its a little past two,
Still thinking about you.
Rocking, twisting and turning,
For you my arms are yearning,
And when I close my eyes,
I hear your voice.
And I know I'm in love with you,
Our love its young and new,
Forever like this, we'll stay for ever and more,
Its late and I can hear you snore,
Soft on my skin, soft on my neck,
I turn to you, brush my lips and peck.
Such softness in you, so peaceful when you sleep.
I can picture you right now, with pillows in a heap.
Give me your hands, give me love again,
When the morning comes, pour on me like the rain.
I've been broken for a while,
From every step for you, every mile.
Its a little after two,
Baby give me love like you do,
I hold this card for a while,
Stare at your beautiful smile.
So come to me, tonight.
Dream of me tonight,
I'd say 'I know I'll do',
On your cheeks, I'll kiss you.
So give me love too,
Its a little after two,
Baby give me love.
Like you do.

I wake up to your voice,
And its scary for a while,
You're so faraway,
And its too good to be true,
Maybe I'm stuck,
Maybe all in for you,
Give me love again,
Hold me tight again,
I miss you.

You..

You lead me away from here,
Every morning, holding my hand.
Like these painting on the wall,
These slow ticks of the clock,
This dim light, lighting with your voice.
Sparkling and flickering,
Like our eyes inside these sheets,
Hours and hours, we wait for this.
Hours and hours I leave out my hand,
Until the rain falls down,
I feel your pulse on my cold skin,
Bring colour to my pale, dry, rough.
Smoothing out every inch that hurts,
So bold and comforting,
No eye for tomorrow,
I just see you here,
From behind your beautiful hair,
You stare at me,
From behind that beautiful smile,
You say the words,
They numb me down,
They give me shivers,
Its dark in the light,
Raining with the sun.
And when the world falls down,
With you in my arms,
I smile and watch it break.
I can stay here and breathe forever,
For all I need, with the world with me.
When you're in my arms.

You lead me here,
From the corner of this city,
To the middle of this road.
In the brink of the sun,
When I miss you so much,
If this distance brings us together.
From the corner of this place,
You lead me to places,
This fear of losing you,
Keeps me far from you.

Deserve you.

All these days and years,
I've lived, here and there,
I felt the rain on my skin,
Until the clouds burst.
I've felt the cold on my front porch,
Waiting for all the things I regret,
Now that I see,
How beautiful life gets,
In patience, in this wait.
Years from then, here I am.
After all the things I regret,
After all that I fell in,
And when you smile,
I forget it all.
I remember all I could've been,
Better, much better what I am,
Much better, closer to you,
Closer to what you deserve.

Maybe all these years,
I've gotten strong,
I've built this strenght.
I'm miles away and I'd shed no tear,
Tomorrow, maybe the day after,
I'll be there again,
Where I see you shining,
Smiling, and bring me on edge,
Everytime I slip, I turn around the world.
Who am I now? Am I still the same?
Am I better for you?
All these days and years,
I regret every moment,
I've lived away from you,
Can we go back in time?
Will I be, better than today?
Much closer to you,
Will I be what you deserve?

Can't live without you.

I miss you, after eleven.
I miss you, before seven.
When you walk to me again,
It feels like heaven.

I'm saving smiles,
Just a few more days.
I'll be holding you,
For a few more days.
When you're my arms,
Just don't say a word,
Put your head on my heart,
Whisper every thing that you hear,
Smile if you hear your name,
And they'll see me again,
Holding you, smiling in my arms.

I miss you, after eleven.
I miss you, before seven.
When you walk to me again,
It feels like heaven.

I can pictures your beautiful smile.
My kiss on your cheeks,
Wrapped around me, I can feel your arms.
You can take all of me,
To you I belong.
And when you let me go,
Does it all go wrong?
Come hold me,
Come give me life, give me love.
Hold on to me, until the sun shines brighter,
Than I can give you love, again.

I miss you, after eleven.
I miss you, before seven.
When you walk to me again,
It feels like heaven.

Open windows and this cold wind,
I'm a little far away, watching your hair tickle,
The red in your cheeks,
Bringing out the best of you.
I can feel your hand mingle,
Under these lonely stars,
You and me, so faraway.
When you touch your hand,
I can feel it too.
When you close your eyes,
I feel blind too.
Too blind to see,
I can't live another moment without you,
When you're not here, I don't breathe.

I can't live without you.

Bigger than just us.

Don't leave me behind,
I'm scared for my life.
I'll find you, the truth.
You've fought for my life,
Its the reason that I breathe,
You're the reason that I smile.
Brighter than every star together.
You're softer than every flake of snow.
Melting in my heart,
You're in my veins.
And I love you so much,
Nothing stays the same.

In the words of every song,
As they ring me, alarmingly.
Bringing me to the ground,
When I fly with you,
Far away into the clouds,
We'd go to heaven, where you belong,
In the softness of your touch.
I've dropped every other feeling,
Just to feel all of this,
All my love but I never could.
Its bigger than me,
Its bigger than both of us.

Aao na.

Murjhi murjhi, dari hui yeh zindagi,
Khaalipan mein duubi hui,
Ruuthi hui yeh zindagi,
Kyun behel jati hai, tere aane se,
Kyun bigardh jaati hai, tere jaane se,
Har saans mein yeh kami kyun hai?
Har dard mein tera ehsaas kyun hai?
Dar dar ke jitne kadam uthaye, tere bina,
Sehme sehme se yeh pal, tere bina.
Har baat mein kami si hai,
Yeh raat bhi thami si hai,
Haanth mein thaam ke mera dil le aana,
Phir meri awaaz sunke, idhar aa jaana,
Gaye ho kyun, tum ay humsafar?
Dil darr raha hai, aa jaana.

Oh pretty girl.

Oh pretty girl,
I see you shining from so faraway.
I watch you peeking and peeping.
Your cute smile, running behind pillars,
You hide from me, giggle away my pain.
You hold my hands, change my life.
Juggle with my heartbeats,
Rising when you fall,
Calm when you're in my arms.
Oh pretty girl, what are you doing to my heart?

Oh love of my life,
I see you walking to me,
Walk towards me, a few more steps.
Fall right into my arms,
Your beautiful eyes,
I'm so stuck in your beautiful eyes.
The softness of your hair,
It smoothes my souls.
For me, your smiles heal my heart.
For me, your laugh makes it easy.
For days like these, when I'm wrentched in pain,
I just smile, I just laugh.
When you're here. Shining. Dancing.
Oh pretty girl, what are you doing to my heart?

Your words, just your words.
And all that you mean,
I can almost see your beautiful mind,
So close to me, you've stuck on me.
And I can read your heart,
Like a book, here in mine,
And I carry it, everywhere I go,
And protect you, in rain and in pain.

Fading away by the corner,
I can almost feel myself ripping apart,
And right now, there's a little life in me,
Struggling for you, crawling closer,
And closer to you.
I'm alive, barely alive.
With every moment, I'm so broken.
Shattering with every step you take.
And I feel myself ripping apart.
Breaking until you're gone.
Oh pretty girl.
Love of my life.
What are you doing to my heart?

Keep you there.

I'll hide you from the world, from their eyes.
Keep you deep inside, where pain subsides.
With the rush of the ocean, and the calm of the sea.
Where all's perfect and you don't need me.
I'll keep you there.

I'll sing to you, at the end of the night.
I'll pray with you, we'll make everything right.
With hope in our hearts, and love in our soul.
We'll see tomorrow, and skip over today.
If you're hurt now, I'll take you away.
Where all's perfect and you don't need me,
By the sun and the sea.
I'll keep you there.

I'll remember you, every moment I breathe.
I'll cherish you forever, keeping hope for more memories.
When you walk away and wander over the shadows,
I'll stay on my knees, I'll stay forever.
You can come to me crying,
And I'll take you away.
Keep you safe, away from their eyes.
You deserve more, no more goodbyes.
By the sun, the sea, and me.
I'll keep you there.

Struggling to say.

Theres mirrors and reflections,
And everything that I can see,
I've been blind and I've been a fool,
These days go by and we don't notice,
Our love just keeps increasing.
And I struggle to keep up with you,
I'm losing so much,
When its just you and me,
I regret all that I don't say,
When its just you and me,
I think I've said so much,
When I've said nothing at all.

These mirrors and reflections,
All the hours at night,
I look at myself,
I've been a fool, and I'm so blind,
I confess of my love,
And I don't know where I belong,
When its just you and me,
I swallow these words,
And I forget all I've said,
I can feel your heartbeat.
And your eyes shine,
Like you've been waiting so long,
And I struggle to say,
All that you've been waiting to hear.
Cuz when its just you and me,
I do all I can,
Never enough for what you deserve.

I'm blind and I've hurt you,
Don't hide your pain,
Make me suffer, cuz baby,
These promises I've made,
For you and me,
Until days later when you fall down,
I'll be there to hold you tight,
Just let me know when you're down,
Give me your hand,
And give me this silence,
Put me back in my place,
Like you always do.
And when its you and me,
Hold my tight, wipe away my tears.
Maybe I'll say all you've been waiting for.
Maybe I'll say all I've been struggling to say.

Just a child.

Here's for the lost little child,
So grown and so old,
In his heart,
He's still a child,
Crying for the mother's love,
Crying for the father's voice.
Lost in the light,
The dreams of a child.
And don't stop at their fingers,
Don't turn at their words.
Take this swear,
You'll walk away from revenge.
And you'll stay in the calm.
When you cry for her love,
You'll hear his voice.
Don't cry for him,
She'll hold you.

You were so lost today,
Years and you're still here,
Lost them to the light,
Here, it all began,
And I can see you cry,
For the first time ever,
In your mother's arms.
And you hear his voice.
Pulling you together,
So scared of what the future holds,
Don't die today.
There's too much left to do,
Too must left to live,
When you live forever,
He will speak for you.
When she holds you tight,
He will be here too.

Tell me my love.

Dear love,
Why does it never feel enough?
Every breath that I breathe,
When I breathe for you,
And every step that I take,
I take towards you.
Oh my love, what have you done to me?
Why are you so much?
So much to keep up with,
But I promise you,
I'll never be afraid, never been scared.
I lost count of the days,
I lost count of my smiles.
Every thought that brings you to me,
I cherish every moment that belongs to you.
And listen to me,
When I'm close to you,
Do you hear the love in my voice?
When I sing for you, my beautiful love,
Do you feel my fear?
How I get so tensed when you move?
Move to hold me, and I'll cry.
Cause with you, I feel emptiness.
And when you're gone, I know what lonely is.
I sit across sorrow when you walk away.
So don't go, don't leave me.
Turn my nightmares to dreams, like you do.
And you'd mean nothing to them,
But to me, you're all I'd need.
And to them you'd never be enough.
But to me, you're more than perfect.
So tell me, my love,
Why does it never feel enough?
When every word that I say,
Every word tries to do justice to your love,
Do justice to your beauty, but never does.
When I feel myself falling for you,
Day by day, it never feels enough.
Why does it never feel enough?
Tell me my love.

So long is never enough.

I don't know what you are,
And I can't see where you've been,
Its only been so long,
And so long is never enough.
There's so much of you.
And day by day,
We get closer, we fight wars.
We say the words that these birds say,
So high and mighty,
It could be you and me,
And we can we faraway from here,
From where we've come to.
Its only been so long,
And so long is never enough.

When you smile like that.
I don't know what you do,
But you do so much,
I fly faraway from here,
From where you've brought me,
Held my hand and day by day,
We've come so far,
And it never feels far enough,
But when you smile,
Your beautiful smile.
You make me fly,
So far away from here.

If its a day, two or three.
Could you be there, without me?
It feels like forever when you're gone,
So don't go, don't speak of distance.
Maybe its love, maybe its attachment,
Maybe I'm used to you, like never before.
Maybe I'm addicted, maybe I've fallen.

If its a day, two or three.
I'll still be here until eternity.
And for these moments you've given me,
Maybe I'll walk to you,
To carry you forever from here,
Maybe I'll hold your hand,
And we'll walk together forever.
And we'll go faraway from here,
From where we've come.
To where I dream of.
Where you smile and make me fly.
We'll be faraway from here.
Its only been so long,
ANd so long is never enough.

Dear Life. Forgive me.

I can see right now,
But when I close my eyes, I forget.
I can see my shadows as I walk,
Scattered around this world,
From where I've been to what I've become,
Getting darker by the moment.
I can see and I've learnt.
But when I'm in your arms, I forget.
The reason for the tears I cry,
I don't know what these tears are for.
I'm unable to express but trust me,
I want you to know,
Some way to reason with my pain.
Someone to understand how it feels.
The screetching in my ears,
The constant howling in pain,
Echoing all around this place,
This place I forget, everytime I try to remember.
Darker than the night,
Rougher than the ocean,
Somewhere at the back of my mind,
This place haunt every waking thought.
Every moment I'm alone like a flash into my past.
For all the things I might've done,
Standing here infront of you,
I'd feel disgusted.
For all that we've been through,
I hold your hand, don't you feel mine are rough?
You've been through pain,
And I wouldn't say I've suffered more.
But I've suffered alone.
I've felt their cries down to my bone.
Until it grows cold like I used to be.
Now I cry, infront of the needy.
Now I cry for you, and for every pain you go through.
Is it an illusion? Or is it just me that feels this way?
Could this be true? Such amusement in your smile.
Like everything is bright again, perfect.
Like everything leaves me for you to hold.
Could it really be this perfect?
Or am I dreaming when in your arms?

I can feel right now,
But when I'm alone I forget.
What you do to me,
Is it love or it is care?
I wouldn't know anyway,
For when I sit here alone,
While the waves crash at me.
Standing still, unturned.
I stand here, forgetting it all.
Sometimes it feels like a bother,
Sometimes I wish you come to me,
Hold my hand,
Look at me.
Sometimes all I want you to do is care,
Just a little, just to make me feel love again.
Sometimes all it takes is your voice,
And if I don't find reasons to be close to you,
Will you still remember me?

At times I feel so broken,
Every smile hurts,
And when they laugh,
I feel like I'm dying inside.
Is it the constant weight on my back?
Is is your protests of my being?
Have I done my part wrong?
Have I missed listening to you again?
Is it that you're mad again?
Is it that you've no time for me again?
Until I crash and fall to pieces,
You stay, so far away.
Just watching me burn,
Playing with fire.
Is it what I've come to,
Thats breaking me down.
Is it the moment I want to,
Live, live while youre still around.

Tomorrow,
Tomorrow is a new story.
A horror, a darkness.
And the promises we make,
They'd make no sense.
And the promises we keep,
They'd be reminding us of yesterday.
Will you be here?
The next time that I cry.
Will you be here for me?
The next time I give up and fall down.
Won't you pick me up and brush me off?
Won't you make me smile and make me laugh?
You WILL feel my pain, won't you?

I'd say so much and I'd forget.
If I make promises, trust me I mean to keep them.
If I ever go and hurt you, trust me I would have never meant to.
Forgive me, I'm only human,
Forgive me, if I'm not up there.
Forgive me if you've felt more pain,
And kept it within, suffering alone,
But I cannot,
For the times I hurt you, unintentionally,
For the times I'm not what you want me to be,
For the times you look at me, and I shatter your dream.
For everything I've ever failed to do,
You will forgive me, won't you?

Love and war.

Find the beauty in these eyes,
The innocent ones you leave on the floor,
Bleeding and crying, for the cries of a war.
Far away somewhere their heroes fight,
Tooth and nail, for life and love.
It could be their last sunset,
It could be their last breath...
Feel the pain of the weaker one,
Living in the shadows,
Scared of what the future holds.
They'll be missed, if you drop it on this place,
They'll still be loved,
When you're dead and gone away.

Run away, why don't you run away?
From this heat and blame,
They'll keep in the dark,
For every truth you've told,
They'll lie to your hopes.
They will all rise up and come tumbling down,
In silence and in the night.
Don't be scared to start another day.
Still innocent, you're still precious.
Live tomorrow, you could die today...
There's just too much to cry for..
Its all fair. In love. In war.

Beauty of my life.

In the softness of your eyes,
And the way they stare at me,
Bringing me and you here together,
When you say my name,
I can feel your brush,
The way your eyes sparkles,
And the giggle with your smile.
Watch me, watch you,
Making promises for my love,
This smile right here,
I'll guard and cherish,
And when you say my name,
This voice right here,
I'll conceal and hide,
You're so precious and pretty,
For me to protect.
For me to love.

And since I've heard your voice,
This beautiful tone, this symphony.
I've felt my dreams come to life,
And my fingers tremble,
My heart beats faster,
When you're near, smiling,
Your beautiful smile.
When you're far away,
Leaving me by the clock,
And when the sun goes down,
I can feel us setting too,
When the moons shine so loud,
I remember the sparkles in your eyes,
The giggle with your smile.
So simple and so beautiful.
The beauty of my life.

Make my day.

Been smiling for the past,
Two hours you've been here.
On the phone, in my arms.
Your beautiful voice, this soothing calm.
And you make my day,
With every word you say,
So soft, and so low.
Making me weak and bend low.
Been a few years,
And its still the same,
Its been a few weeks,
I still feel the same.
Dropping to my knees,
Whenever you're in vein.
Curling up in my sheets,
Whenever my eyes rain,
Missing you but I've no right to,
But when you're here,
I could close my eyes and stop time,
Feel every inch of me, set on fire.
And my eyes burn when they look at you,
I'd steal you away and keep mine forever,
And with every word you'd say..
You'll make my day.

When I hear your voice,
I can feel you here,
And when you hum that tune,
I can feel your love,
Fighting for words,
I'm dreaming of you,
If you find me sleeping,
Just hold me tight,
I know I hear your voice,
I know I'll feel you there.

These days grow colder,
These night turn grey,
When you're gone,
Far and far away.
I will reach out to you, forever.
Sit here where our eyes met,
I'll walk on the roads,
Where I heard your voice,
I held you cry.
And I'll make no mistake,
I'll make you mine,
For every word you say,
You make my day.

Falling Through.

I lose count of the steps.
I take them towards you,
Smiling like there's no tomorrow,
And its all you.
Hands held out, reach over from faraway.
Somewhere sitting on this grass,
Somewhere swinging on this swing.
I'd sit there and write,
About your smile and your laugh,
The pages, they'd never be enough.
I've seen you from up close,
When you smile, your breathtaking smile.
And we've lived so long but its only a few days,
And I'm here writing this song..
You an I, I've felt so close to you,
After falling so hard,
Head over heels, face first,
Into your love, deep inside.
And whenever I look at you,
From faraway, somewhere beneath my scare,
Somewhere, beneath every moment.
A fountain of love, that grows for you.
A fountain of my blood, that flows for you.
Somewhere maybe in the depths of my soul,
You'll find me crying,
For every moment I took my eyes of you,
For every moment I didn't think about you.
For every tear you've ever let fall,
Somewhere deep inside me, I regret it all.
Somewhere in my smiles and my laughs,
Find my love, read my eyes.
They're for you, me and my life.

All this twisting and turning,
I've found life in these impatient darkness,
I sit here and wait for you,
For the words you say, creatings world in me,
For the moments me make, creating new memories.
It was only yesterday that you sat across me,
I looked into your beautiful eyes,
We smiled.
It feels like forever, it was only yesterday.
Somewhere deep inside,
I've felt lonely since the sunset,
Somewhere deep inside,
I've only been here to watch you,
Hold you, hug you, love you..
And I'll be in my dreams,
Somewhere deep inside my love,
My love for you.. I'd never fall down.
Just keep falling through.

Scenario #32 John Butler Trio - Ocean. It has nothing to do with the solo, it just got to me.

So I don't know what this track did to me but it made me write this..
I was listening to it just now...

I remember, every memory.
So clear and loud,
Like it was yesterday,
We were here,
Holding hands,
All of us, just laughing,
And you're all gone.
I still sit here,
For the number of their plates,
And those honks we made fun of,
I miss your voices,
I miss your laughs,
You're all still here,
At 5 in the morning,
At dusk and dawn, rise or sunset.
In every tap of my strings,
I can feel you pushing me,
We've come so far,
We've worked so hard.
I'm still struggling,
Sitting at the top of this hill,
I can see you all, flowing away.
I've tried and I've tried,
I've fallen so hard,
Relying on all of you,
And the notes I play,
They mean the world to me,
You mean the world to me,
And I play you, in the nights,
In winter and in rain.
With your memories in my mind,
I close my eyes,
I pray.
I close my eyes, and I play.

Someday you'll be faraway,
Grown and old,
And I'd never know of your presence,
Find me here, please find me here.
Listen to me, listen to every string.
Follow me, follow your heart.
You'll be here, sitting next to me.
And I'll wait for you.
I'll pray for you.
I'll play forever.

Fallen in your eyes.

Such elegance in your voice,
So much in just your breaths.
I am faraway, but you feel next to me.
I miss you and you'll come with surprises.
Standing under these beautiful stars,
They're never more beautiful.

Such elegance in your heartbeat,
And it beats me,
Far and wide,
I will be standing here,
And I can feel you, faraway.
I'll close my eyes,
And you'd be in my arms,
Listening to my song.
They've never done you justice.

So much love in your eyes,
And I fall years in them,
I will be staring,
I'll be reading you,
But I'm never here,
You put me there, where we live.
All the promises we keep,
And the wishes to come true.
I'll close my eyes again,
And you'll whisper to me,
All the things..
All the things I'd never say.

So much beauty in your being,
You make me nervous,
You make me perfect,
If I could say this today,
I'd save it for later,
I'll wait for that day,
You'll be in white,
And you'll be mine,
We're not moving too far,
I'll be right there,
I care, I've dreamt of heaven,
And today, you make it true,
Holding my hand,
Under these beautiful stars,
Never more beautiful than you,
You, I love you.

Nothingness.

I'm smiling at you,
With each question you're asking me,
Watch my lips tremble,
As I try to speak,
As I try to look into myself,
Just holding on, holding my tears.
I've been dead and gone,
I'm too far gone to go back now,
Step after step, you've kept me on edge,
Its easier to laugh and smile,
Easier than crying here,
In this emptiness inside me,
Don't draw the light,
Don't draw me towards the dead,
I've been dead inside,
Don't paint me bright..

You'd never know what its like,
Inside this hole,
We chant the names and their memories,
We chant our love and their voices,
These moments, they make you mad,
Grow you old.
And when there's nothing you can do,
Go beneathe your own self.
Go farther down into the darkness.
And its there, inside you.
Inside the hole.
You've been dead and gone too,
Come here, far too gone.
Too far gone.

This is your home,
Empty without you,
And your tears light the fire,
Your pain brings live to it,
And the pieces of your heart,
Come together in the cold,
They shelter your smile.
They shelter your brave front.
They chant your name.
Come back now.
Its easier to laugh and smile,
Don't go back inside this hole.

Scenario #31 - Bushra Masood Khan - Lemons of life.

I've taken the toughest steps,
Just yesterday, I crossed this creaky bridge,
Thinking this while I stand here,
Across the river, one more time,
Wasn't it just yesterday,
I fought for every inch,
But I'm here again.
I feel lost, I feel burdened.
And you say it gets better,
You're over there,
All the way there where I've wanted to be,
Wasn't it just yesterday,
We were right there, together,
How did I get here?
Living with patience, I'm still silent,
I'd wish you see it in my calm,
For everytime you put me so faraway,
And you'd never know what I want,
You hold me so high when I'm scared of heights,
And in the moments when I'm scared the most,
You burn me with everything you have.
To you, every tear is like defeat,
Find me the reasons I'm here again,
Wasn't it just yesterday,
I fought for me.

Searching the missing pieces,
I've gotten here,
And I see them walk next to me,
They never say a word,
Just run their hands through the air,
Are we catching pieces,
Are we shooting for stars?
We were right there, together,
How did I get here?

This pain doesn't suit you.

These tears and shivers,
This pain and your broken heart.
The tremble in your touch,
The weakness in your voice,
I've so much of you,
And this pain doesn't suit you.
This sorrow that reflects on you,
Take it away, put it off.
I've only seen you smile,
Laugh, glide and love.
I'm seen you cry,
In happiness and satisfaction.
I've wiped your tears,
And when they don't hurt,
They've wet my shoulder,
You've held me and we've laughed.
I remember your laugh,
So close to my ears,
So close to my heartbeat,
And it'd beat fast, faster than you'd feel.
Whenever you'd be here,
I'd force myself to breathe.
These tears and shivers,
I've held them at bay,
When you hold my hand,
I'd give you all of me,
And to make you smile,
To see you bright and shining,
One more time, I've held you tight.

This messy lock of your hair,
And how you've stuck yourself within,
And the look in your eyes,
They make you seem so lost,
So lost and lonely,
I'm fighting for the smiles,
I'm holding your hand,
And they've never felt so cold,
Am I too late?
Or is it never too late?
This weakness it doesn't suit you,
You my love, my angel.
For I've only seen you shine,
And when you smile, I smile.
And when you breathe, I try.
When you're here, I've held you tight.
And when you're near, these tears feel right.

Right now is.

Right now is when the moon shines,
They howl so loud, shivering us down.
Right now is when I wrap myself together,
In this cold, I've thought and cried.
To every moment I've spent with you,
I take a step, I close my eyes and smile.
I'll walk forever, until I fall into your eyes,
Sitting across from you, I'll just smile.
Right now is when I miss you the most,
I've heard your voice and it moves me.
I've felt your heartbeat, it soothes me.
And in this moment, I'd do so much.
Just to put off this fire,
Just to keep you nearer,
In this cold, in this winter night,
Right now is when I cry for you,
And in this moment, I feel so much,
I've seen your face,
And I've seen your smile.
They've always been beautiful.
Never more beautiful than your eyes.
Right now is the moment I feel so weak,
For every tear you let slip,
Every weakness that reflects on you,
It has me walking miles until I fall into your eyes,
I'd never let them fall,
Keep your eyes over me and I'll forever keep you safe,
I'll keep you beautiful,
And in tears, I'll keep you pretty.
Keep me near, your guardian angel,
And I'll keep you beautiful.
Right now is the moment I'd steal you,
For all my selfish needs,
To read your face and how it changes me,
Brings me from the darkests of pits,
Right here infront of you, smiling to the end.
I'd fall into pieces and chant your name.
I'd climb to the top of the hills,
And I'd scream my love,
Over the world, over this moon.
Right now is the moment I'm in love with you.

Don't go.

I've crossed the roads of your mind,
And you've been here making me smile,
We're trying to not fall down,
Hard and deep, but we're slipping.
All these days, and all these nights,
You've come nearer to me,
And I've been drawn to you.
And in trying to keep up with your charm,
I'm seeing more and more,
I'm feeling more and more,
And you're making me slip,
When you smile, blush, and flip your hair.
When you stay a little far away,
And distract all my gestures.
It gets harder to breath, when you're here.
It gets harder to be, when you're near.
All these mysteries I feel,
I'll hold your hand,
I'll look into your eyes,
Don't you feel it to?

I wake up to your voice,
With the rain on my window,
It sounds like the heaven gods talk about,
So sweet and so beautiful,
I could drift into this other world,
I'll be here whenever the sun goes down,
When they cut our threads,
I'll be here, missing you.
And I'll be standing, falling inside,
I'll be smiling, crying inside.
We've only come so far,
Far enough to turn around,
But don't go now,
Now that I'm needing you the most,
Don't do now.

You and me.

I'm been waiting here,
Put me back in pieces,
Bring me back from these thousand places,
Love me in a thousand ways, for these ten thousand moments.
And bring me back there where we belong,

Because you and me,
We've brought life to the crowd,
When we join hands,
Watch them smile..

When we glide,
Swiftly bringing their eyes here,
With the guitar, with the keys,
At every note, bring them to their feet.
Because when you and me,
We love in a thousand ways,
We make these thousand moments,
And they all live forever,
Its feels like falling deep in love,
They say, they fall for you and me,
You wear your crown and I will hold you high..
When its you and me..
Just you and me.