The Darkest Silence.

This loud silence,
And the beautiful pain you've left.
Somewhere beneath my pale dark skin.
I find you living on me,
All these words that I never said,
You've heard in all my cries,
Tears when I laugh,
And these shivers when I'm warm.
For this pain,
Makes me scribble my ink,
All these beautiful tragedies.
And without you to hold,
To love, to cry for,
When these stars shine bright,
Without you to love.
Everything goes right.

This ember, this shining light,
Just for our eyes, you and me.
The words I say,
For some may hurt,
Some may pierce our love,
With softness and numbness,
Confusions of an innocent heart,
From right to tears,
The wrongs that hurt.
Enough to break the silence,
To raise voices,
To numb our hearts,
And to make me scribble,
Pain splattered words,
On my skin...
Dark and pale,
Under this shining moon.
The darkest silence.

My poetry.

You took my words and walked away,
My paper, my pen.
Gave me track of time,
With nights so long,
Tears that fall on my knees,
Searching for pages and words,
To destroy hopes and dreams.
Closer to love,
On a parchment, older than a memory.
Fading but still alive.
All my thoughts and words.
Give me my words.
Come back, my pen, my paper.
My poetry, where are you?

This is not me,
Without you,
I've made a living in your presence,
You, my corner stone,
My sanity, the sensitivity in me.
You're carrying my heart in yours,
Take those steps towards me,
Watch me withering here,
Struggling to say words I never remember,
Stammering on my breath,
Give me my answers,
My dreams and thoughts,
Give life to my tears,
Leave them on these memories.
Give the weakness to my knees,
With my eyes on yours, let me kneel.
Give me my sensitivity,
I'm letting empty pages burn,
Let me burn my words.
Give me my words.
My poetry, where are you?

Remembering you.

The softness of this tone,
Raising higher with the waves,
As my figners raise,
My hairs fly,
In this cold winter night,
I stand here, on this cliff,
Watching the clouds fade,
Into my heart,
As they crash into me,
Taking away from me,
My dreams, my reality.
Here, I stand again,
Months away from you,
From the memories that I burned,
Forgotten and forgiven by my conscience,
Here, I stand,
Burning myself again,
With your laugh,
The look in your eyes,
That chilly night when the clouds we raced,
The stars we dropped,
And they fell to the wishes of those,
Happily ever after,
Sitting on the windowsill,
Hand in hand, when we walked down this hill,
I remember that look in your eye,
I remember the warmth of your palm,
And here I stand, months later,
Burning myself with those memories,
Memories of me and you,
Here I stand,
Months later,
Remembering you.

Late night rants.

I miss looking into your eyes,
I did nothing,
Everything I had to say,
Walking to your door step,
The things I thought of,
The words I decided,
They just slip away,
When I look into your eyes,
And breathe, as we breathe,
Together we feel so easy.
All the pain fades,
And the brightness prevails.

I couldn't think anymore,
Without you putting me on edge,
Giving me reasons for better,
To run and hide,
To shine bright,
To out do all you do,
Its so hard to keep up,
And with you, its so hard to shine,
To be here, where darkness prevails,
It takes a lot of pain,
All these moments away,
Away from you,
From your love and your eyes.

The clock says 3,
And I'm right here,
A conversation over coffee,
With someone here,
The shadows that scare me,
Shadows that don't exist,
The footsteps that haunt me,
With nothing down the hallway,
I couldn't let you go,
The memories we made,
The reasons we tried,
They shine bright,
With flames of my love,
Amidst ashes that you left.
Still burning bright.
Like the stars tonight,
Closer and closer,
They hurt more,
Closer than ever,
They'll burn you.

How I could never take the blame.

(Marium)

Pleasant memories running in my mind,

Like the smell of an old book,

Of all the love that you gave,

And of all the love that i took.



(Saad)

Like the wind in these winter nights,

Colder than the lies I told,

Here beneath the moon,

I watch my demise unfold.







Standing infront of the mirror,

I can clearly see....





How i let you go away,

How my pride got in the way,

How things can never be the same,

How I could never take the blame







(Saad)

Underneath my skin, where love lies,

Lying to every smile with a smile,

When i fail to feel,

This love feels right for a while.





(Marium)

Late at night, when i miss you,

I remember the sound of your voice,

I try to call, but i realize,

I am the one who made this choice.







Standing infront of the mirror,

I can clearly see....





How i let you go away,

How my pride got in the way,

How things can never be the same,

How I could never take the blame



(Saad)

Surviving on hopes, that tomorrow you'll be mine,

Dying of regrets, why did I let you go?







Standing infront of the mirror,

I can clearly see....





How i let you go away,

How my pride got in the way,

How things can never be the same,

How I could never take the blame