Monday, January 30, 2012

Scenario #7 by Arshad Ansari

I tried to be what I am,
Respectful to you.
Not a single dose of arrogance never had those intentions to flatter you,
But now when you say,
I'm wrong and your right,
I really have no choice,
I tie up my tongue.
I seal my lips.
I've had enough of you.
I haven't experienced your love.
Nor do I now want to,
Let me tell you I have no grudge against you.
I'll keep loving you

I've only just stood by,
Held your hand and watched you cry,
When its the night, I'm watching over you,
And when you're in light,
I step away, feel this greatness.
I've stepped away from your dreams,
But you've stepped over me,
Left footprints of my blood,
All over the reign you walk in,
I've always held you for the same,
I've always felt you for the love,
I wouldn't say but I've cried for you,
Left my dreams, and all my visions, for you.
If I stop breathing,
Will it be enough?
If I hold my tears back,
Hold my screams and urges to die,
Hold them back and suffer for you,
While you glide in the light,
This light that I shine on you,
Will it ever be enough?
I've lost my senses,
I've lost my thoughts,
The way you scream and shout,
And I'm held responsible,
For every step that brings you down,
Throw it on me,
And make me bleed,
Paint your life, with all my blood.
I'll only love you more.

Scenario #6 by Shedha Bashir

I asked for the stars on my palm,
Just yesterday, I was questioning your love,
When you pulled through the storm,
Called me louder than the lightning,
Shining for me, brighter than the stars,
And I kill myself, die inside.
FOr every thought that slides away from you.
And in my toughest of times,
I'm calling for you,
Just for the love you bring,
Bring me up to the top again,
Wash away the darkness, take away those memories,
And I breathe your love,
I feel it here, all around me.
Making me fall down to my knees,
And I kill myself,
I die for the thoughts that slide away from you.

I remember back in time,
Look for all that I ever did,
Just to make sense of all that I get,
By just being there, just holding you hand,
I have the world on my lap,
Waiting for me to say hello,
I have everything I'd ever ask for,
But I still try find my memories,
To every moment I might've made you smile,
Thinking back to every moment,
I might've just did enough to hold your tears,
To the times I did enough to deserve you.

Show me how you make me smile,
And I'll run away with you,
Show me all your tricks,
And I'll learn to have you here,
Speechless and so still,
I'm doing so much just to feel complete,
But I've never done much,
Enough to hold your hand,
Glide with the world around me,
And in my toughest of times,
I'm calling for you,
Just for the love you bring,
Bring me up to the top again,
Wash away the darkness, take away those memories.

Scenario #5 by Gabe Orton.

" Loving someone too much even though we know they won't be there in the future. "

I'm here, I'm now.
You're still smiling, somehow.
Above my flaws and above my mistakes,
You still stand here with all we have,
And I look into the pages,
I've turned the book around,
Trembling when you're not there,
Under the clouds, when I'm the only one,
Drenched by the rain, falling out of love,
But I'm here, I am now.
To caress every moment we share,
Cherish the sound of your voice,
And I sleep to your scent,
I live to your feel,
And I'm finding reasons for you to stay,
Longer than what we've read,
Somewhere down the road, it might not be,
And you'll smile and hold hands,
You'll love and bring dreams,
But not to me, never mine.
Not to me, never mine.

The skies are greying out,
And you find me in tears.
And when its still and silent,
You see me filling the quietness.
Like its the stillness,
The silence before the storm,
That puts us apart,
And I'm doing everything, to hold us together,
I'm burning pages, where we don't belong together.
And I close my eyes, like its a bad dream,
And feel you here, savouring every moment,
Who knows, tomorrow is a new day,
Who knows, tomorrow it could all change,
I'm here, I'm now.
You're still smiling, somehow.
Hold me tight, never let me go.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Scenario #4 by Lubna Masood Khan.

" Too shy to tell someone you love them. "

See it in the red of my cheeks,
Or the palm of my hand,
I love you, I do.
I have just never been to that land.
I close myself, like the flower at nine,
And you walk away,
Making me wish you were mine,
A few words, they'd mean so much.
For the right time, and the right moment,
I've spent my days, searching love in a rush.
Be soft, just for a day,
Can you make it easier for me to breath?
Like walking to you would feel okay,
Can you listen to the words I can't say?
Carving your name, to every cell in me,
And I'm closed like a flower,
For no one to see.
So scared of what the future holds,
So scared of what your words could mean.
I walk to you, with my blindfolds,
Just never knowing you're really here.
Make it easier for me,
See it in the red of my cheeks,
See me behind the curtains,
Calling out your name but I never have,
Make it easier for me,
Listen to the words I've never said.
I love you, I really do..
Walk my way.

Scenario #3 by Essam Fasih.

"Not being able to do anything for the loved one who've done so much for us. "

One more time when you're brushing me off,
Giving me love, paving my way.
Speechless, I stand by you.
With promises to keep,
Promises to give you forever,
A bunch of love, a bundle of affection.
With so many reasons to fly,
For the ones I love,
For the ones that stood.
Stood here for me, everytime I slipped.
Little to you, little to your greatness.
Watch me smile for you,
With these promises to keep.
To love you better and love you more.
To all of you, who ever stood.
To all of you, who felt my pain.
A thank you from me, in my breath.
A thank you from me, in these words.
Too little to repay, I've tried every other way.
My blessing are all of you,
Standing for my confidence,
Hurting up my conscience,
But you've never wanted this from me.
Ans there's too much to do.
Too much to live by,
So I'm here for you,
Living for you.

Scenario #2

In the thunder of these dark clouds,
They've been here for days,
They ponder but I'm brave.
Until the last drop falls,
I've been here since it begun.
Giving all of me, one more try.
Maybe a change of heart,
Maybe the spark will catch a fire.
I wish I had that voice,
To reach out to you,
To touch your soul,
Wash you like the rain,
Purify your thoughts,
And have you all to myself,
When I call your name,
Pull your pieces together.
I wish I had that voice,
I've only just wanted to sing.
I've only just wanted to reach out to you.

In the screams of thousands,
In this busy life,
We all walk those thousand miles,
I'll walk them your way,
Screaming and shouting,
Just calling your name.
From the top of the mountain,
When the wind blows,
Just to reach out to you,
I wish I had that voice.
I've only just wanted to sing.
I've only just wanted to reach out to you.

Scenario #1

I've seen you here,
Holding my hand with the love in your eyes.
I've seen you here, but I've heard worse.
Quick words and the nights you're away.
After the clocks pass twelve, in the darkness.
When I dream of the stars not shining anymore,
Is the end of the world?
Or a start of something new?
I remember all your promises,
When you promised me you'd be that one.
That one that never gets away,
That one thats never hurts.
Like you're the star that will always shine,
Shine for me, when my dreams fall off.
A few words and when you're away.
I've seen you here and I've heard you're there.
You left us in pieces,
The hands you held, everyday.
And the promises you made,
Breaking vows, before they were said.
When you held her hand,
And looked into her eyes,
These eyes, they change the colour,
For you, they're never the same.
And the redness in mine,
I've seen you here, but I've heard worse.
And I'm so scared, scared of all you could be,
From that one, waiting for me,
When I open my eyes, somewhere,
Hiding the brightness from my eyes,
Holding me by my cheeks,
Brushing the tears of my sorrows,
To that person that I fear you've become,
I can see you walking over,
Again and again, stepping over.
In this life, hands you've held,
And promises you've made,
They've all come tumbling down,
When I burn the pages,
The memories that serve us,
These moments you never felt,
And I'm burning hopes of believing,
The love that you'll ever bring,
I'd chose the scars on my heart,
From the love you give,
The hands you held, everyday.
And the promises you made,
Breaking vows, before they were said..
In pieces, you left us.
Again and again, stepping over me.

Friday The 27th.

I'm walking by the sea, and thinking about it all.
They pass and stare, picking reasons to my smile.
So beautiful and serene,
I've been dazzed since the sunset.
And when the world dims down,
Leaving all our troubles for rest.
I picture your hand in mine,
And the life we have.
So faraway and beautiful.
This life we have,
Like the calm in the waves,
And the scream when you're gone.
A few star shine above,
Brighter than when you're gone.
A few steps into the darkness.
And every drop leaves its mark,
The smell of the shore,
The voice of the wind,
Every question unanswered,
They're all here, they're my life.
The children and their smiles,
Their laughs and screams.
The joys of life,
And here I stand, picturing perfect.
Picturing you, and the life we have.
The life we'll live and the love we share.
Stronger than this wind,
Softer than their smiles.
Brighter than the stars,
Calmer than the waves.
Tonight I walk by this ocean,
And it leaves a mark on me,
A mark missing perfection,
A moment missing you.
I've been dazed since the sunset,
I'm dazed, I need you.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

My debts to you.

Your words and thoughts,
They've changed my mind,
Such greatness and strength,
You've made me strong.
No storm, no earthquake,
No pit, ever makes me fall,
I rise and I rise strong,
With your eyes in my mind,
Your love in my heart,
I smile and take in on,
Day by day, I take in on.
I take life, head first,
With you in my mind.

Look at these pictures,
Read all these pages,
Its been years and I,
I've done, all I ever could,
Piece by piece,
And fall by fall,
I've tried by best,
To pay your debts.
But I never could,
If its for laying my life,
Or living for you.
I've still never fell,
Except for falling for you,
To pay my debts,
I think of you,
Everytime I stand so high,
I think of you.

Mistakes of our generation.

Walking miles on this same direction,
We find the mistakes of our generation.
No one's got much to say,
Bodies left there, they just lay.
None of them, strong as we were,
All of them, dead by the fever.
In the darkness, in the night.
They're covered, all out of sight.
They're watching us breathing,
Envying and cursing, their souls beating.
Inside the dead bodies, they're soul batter.
Screaming, but still their voices don't matter.

When the rain falls down,
We're under the covers,
We're sheltered and secure.
Mistakes of our generation,
They lie there,
Just washed off the shore.

The strings of my guitar,
They've made sense so far.
My heart has never been a stone,
For the ones that cry, love I've shown.
And I've faught for every tear drop,
Let it in, and they've filled the top.
Aren't we all better than the ones before?
Left with everything, but we want more,
Walking miles in this same direction,
We find the mistakes of our generation.
They lie there, lifeless and stepped on.
We brew a storm, soon they'll be gone.
They'll all be gone.

When the rain falls down,
We're under the covers,
We're sheltered and secure.
Mistakes of our generation,
They lie there,
Just washed off the shore.

In your eyes.

I'm here for our last dance,
I can see you crave for me,
In your eyes.
Wanting me to twirl you in the clouds,
Same old smile, I see that same old twinkle,
In your eyes.
To you and I, they all shine.
The stars I bring down for you,
Never brighter than the love of my life,
In your eyes.
The words I say, and your beautiful smile.
A little of my happiness, a little of this affection.
Too short to cry and too much for happiness,
My life and these moments you give me,
Just holding my hand,
You and me, when we are here,
So passionate and so sweet.
So much love, In your eyes.

And these words fall short,
I've been wanting to tell you,
With the thoughts of holding you,
For the last time,
Watching you smile, that beautiful smile,
In your eyes.
But I'm here and I've never wanted more.
So I lie here, fall to my knees.
Open up my heart, And your name,
Carved to the very end,
In your eyes,
You see the love I carry for you.
And my life, my love and my heart,
Drenched in pieces of you.
Put them together and you find love,
In your eyes.
You find me.
In your eyes.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Nobody's Perfect.

I'm only human and I'm never perfect.
If I put you right, smile.
If I'm found at fault, smile.
I've promised you so much,
But baby, Nobody's perfect.
And all there is for you to know,
Whether we're 19 or 40, my promises will live.
Whether I'm dead or alive,
My love is live.
But I'm only human, forgive me for my mistakes.
And the rage in your eyes,
It hurts me too much.
This look where I'm at fault,
It burns my pages,
Haven't I been honest and said?
I'm only human, I'm never perfect.

Listen, and listen to my heart.
Does it help me reach out to you?
There's honesty and love,
So much, so much love.
Reach out to me, touch my soul.
There's purity and passion.
So clear, such deep passion.
I'm only human and I make mistakes,
All that I am, lies in my heart and soul.
All that you see are the mistakes I make.
Reach out to me,
Theres innocence in me,
Dieing for you love.
Nobody's perfect.

Heart and Soul.

I love the wind that blows here,
I love every feeling it creates.
From running my tears to the butterflies I feel.
In the thunder, we pull ourselves together.
Sheltered by the love, scared of the storm.
Farther into the ocean, shining like pearls.
We've all run miles and we're tired.
We sit and we're battered.
And they'll let you go, some of them.
They'll set you on fire, the worse of them.
Hand me your promises, I'll carve them here,
And years later, I'll run my fingers, here.
Where you kiss me softly, and promise forever.
Remind me of the times I'd carry,
You through the water and the bridges.
So scared of the dark, we had you and me.
Fighting for the feather, just to wrte a few letters to he.
Inside our hearts, we have dreams,
When you held me close and I opened up to you.
Where the rain falls down, under the mountains with the snow.
And between them the sun falls on the river,
Glistening and shining.
Just like the moon on the horizon.
There's everything, as long as there's you.
And in our souls, we have love.
Pull me down, she'll pick me up.
Pull her down and I'll pick her up.
As simple as a lover, I'll lay on my knees,
As simple as my letter, I'll lay for my life.
I'll lay down my soul, I'll lay for my love.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Bad blood.

Have I gotten it bad?
Or am I finding my way?
My best friend doesn't miss me,
And my blood, I find betraying me.
I'm writing the words I haven't voiced yet.
Where are you? Where am I?
And I'm missing every train.
I'm late and they look at me,
With the redness in their eyes,
Overlooking the tears in mine.
Do you have a thousand voices to hear?
A million words to write,
I have one, and I'm suffering.
Dying to voice my pain.
I stayed up the nights,
Writing it over and over,
Finding the perfect words,
I don't mean to make you fall,
I don't mean to make you cry.
I've found you find love,
And I've lost all mine.
I miss looking at you the same,
When my eyes fall on you,
You make me burn,
And when you care about me,
I start to walk out,
I'm cut out my pride,
And I'm nothing anymore.
Old and broken,
I've lost my magic.
My smiles hurt,
And my laughter cringe,
Every inch of me burns.
Betrayed by my blood,
Get me rid of it.

One Thousand Heartbeats.

Look at me,
Amidst the crowd, where you walk,
With your head held up so high,
Are you still pulling me?
Holding the end of my rope,
Are you turning back?
And looking at me falling behind,
Undermined by so much,
Undermined by every gem you find.
Every word you say is a threat,
And every look you give,
Find me in the darkness,
Leading me to my tears.
When you walk among the colours of rainbow,
Do you think of me too?
In black and white, unable to voice my pain.
In my screams, shunned by the weather.
And you completed every word I'd say,
You looked at the star before I called your name,
You and me together, you felt my pain.
I'm a thousand miles away,
Under thousand different suns,
A few thousands word to say,
Take my thousand heartbeats away.

One thousand moments,
They've made one thousand regrets,
You've given me heaven,
And without you I'm lingering,
To all that you give,
Getting me used to the best,
From where you are,
From what you've done.
I'm walking towards heaven,
And you keep pulling me back,
I miss everyday, I called your name,
I'd see you smile and I never felt you fade.
I miss every moment, one thousand moments,
And ten thousand heartbeats.
Rise me from the dead,
Amidst the crowd, where you walk,
With your head held up so high,
Are you still pulling me?
Holding the end of my rope,
Are you turning back?
And looking at me falling behind.
Take my thousand heartbeats away.

I'm home.

I am that one,
Far away and deflected.
To choose between the rainbow,
The mountain and the rainbow.
I've lost the pebbles,
And I'm too far gone,
I've lost my way.
And I wish I could turn back,
But now I'm turned around.
Find me the way,
Give me a ray of light.
Every drop of rain,
Feels like a heartbeat.
I come alive when the clouds thunder,
I follow the light,
Like you're watching over me,
Giving me the way,
Giving me signs,
And the mountains fall,
Fall down in pieces.
Giving me more to follow,
And I drop them piece by piece,
Until I reach far away.
Until I reach home,
Its so far away, its no where.
Under the stars, when the lights fade,
When the clouds, under the rainfall.
In the dark of the moon,
In the ray of the sun,
In love and in war.
In hate and in anger.
I'm thinking of you.
I'm home.

Friday, January 20, 2012

Its not the same anymore.

We've been here before,
Watching the sunset,
Letting the birds fly.
I could see the pearls in your eyes.
I can watch you just smiling there.
With all that the moment offers.
I've felt this before,
It used to be too much for me,
It used to be far away from reach.
But you sit here by my side,
Rolling laughs as we breathe.
I remember how this felt,
Too much but never enough.
I've felt this way before,
But I'm not there,
Just not there yet.

I feel I've lost a part of you.
A part of you that burned my senses,
I was lost in thought,
Most of my days,
I was stare right at them,
Those who looked down on you.
But its not the same anymore.
I feel like I've lost a part of you.
It kills me, I've felt this before.
I remember how this felt,
Too much but never enough.
Its not the same anymore,
Kill me or take away my memories.
I need all of you,
Its just not the same anymore.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Guilty.

You're crawling on me,
Like never before,
The moment I tell you the truth,
Stare right into your soul.
The moment you feel your skin burn,
With the eyes on you.
Guilt and shame, fear and weakness.
Are you running into you,
Just to bring the pieces back.

After I let lose of my thoughts,
I tell you every word that stabs you,
And you're here again,
With your million promises,
Bring me higher,
Just to wash away those memories.

And whatever I say,
It holds you back,
Reminding you of every tear,
Every cry I cried,
Wanting you next to me,
And it all comes crashing into your eyes,
When I walk away,
When I'm about to walk away.
Holding you hand for the last time,
Just wanting you to hold me together,
Put my pieces back in place,
Bring me higher,
Just to was away those memories.

Finding My Innocence.

Just walk by, nodding when you look at me,
See in locked in the cage,
Like I belong there.
Ragged clothes and scratched walls.
Find the reasons my eyes are missing,
They're there but you never see.
Find my innocence somewhere its missing,
And watch me plead to you,
Running my eyes on you like knifes,
Did you put me here?
Come closer, and brush my face,
Watch me unravel, watch me flap my wings,
Watch my grimace when you rub through my scars.
Inside my soul, inside this light of me,
That I hide from you.
Too scared to lose my sanity,
I hide every tear that sheds.
And in the darkness when the wolfs, they cry.
When the owls stare right through your souls.
I weep and I scream.
To reach out to their dreams.
When they sleep peacefully at night,
I'm stuck in my nightmares.
I'm stuck in this darkness.
Finding my innocence.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Parallel.

I just wanna tell you,
One thing that I know.
From the time that you call me name,
Until the very moment you leave me by,
I'm only human but I feel too much.
I look into myself and I'm into another world,
I see myself like I've never, before.
And before you hold me tight,
I can feel myself and when you do,
I'm overwhelmed. I'm in for too much.
And when you look at me,
I feel my skin burn,
Are you too much?
What do you do to me?
I just wanna tell you,
I'm amazing when I'm with you.

I fall down, and I slip.
I stumble on my words,
And I can't face the truth.
Standing away from you,
I'm a nervous wreck,
But did you ever understand,
You're like my halo,
Changing everything in me,
From this world that I've known,
Until you walked into my life,
And made me fall,
Made me fall for you,
This world that doesn't make sense,
So beautiful and serene.
Its too much,
I just wanna tell you,
I'm amazing when I'm with you.

I'm lost.. Just hold on..

Recall our last words,
We stormed off, and I've been alone,
I realize every thought betraying me,
From how beautiful you are,
To the way you make me feel,
And here I am,
Swallowing my pride,
Writing this for you,
In a few moments, crawling back to you,
Don't turn off the lights,
I'm almost there,
Don't close the doors to your heart,
I'm there, just lost.
Finding my way back to you.
Just hold on...

I remember the last time,
I'm here, on my knees.
Like the 27th of the month,
Watch me smile, and hear my heartbeat.
I know you're a few steps away,
But it pounds so loud,
Loud and clear, they say sorry,
For all the times I've hurt you,
For all those lonely nights,
In the darkness, tears that we shed,
I remember, trembling for your shoulder,
I remember, hiding myself from the world,
For the shame of what I lost,
For the loneliness I brought upon us,
Here I am swallowing my pride,
I'm crawling back to you,
Don't close your eyes yet,
I'm just on the way,
Walking my way through this storm,
Will you hold me tight,
Shivering of this storm,
Will my words make it right?
I'm almost there,
Just lost.
Finding my way back to your heart,
Just hold on...

Never.

You're that one,
You've the care about every words she says,
Don't find reasons, to why you fell behind,
When the times comes, they'll walk over you.
Don't find reasons, to why you fell over.
Listen close and when its time, listen again.
Write pages and page, but they'll never smile.
I hope you know, your dreams are too cold,
Like the ice they'll melt away,
Shiver you for the night.
I hope you know, they'll all walk over you.
Like the mountains turning to dust,
Don't think of reasons to smile,
When you know you have none,
Think of the times they'll left you to cry,
Did you hold your head or bury it in your pillow?
Did they find you tears or was it so yesterday?
You're that one,
And you've never been the same,
Their words are like knives,
And you've in pieces all over the place,
Never find reasons to hold a hand,
Never find reasons to why you fell.
They'll walk over you.
They'll break you down.
And you can never say a word.
Never even smile.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Make me happy.

The way you say, whatever you say.
And the way you close your eyes,
When the wind blows by.
If its my smile that gives you life,
I'll stay forever to hold you tight.
If its my weakness that makes you cry,
I'll be here, to wipe of your tear.
With a kiss, I'll brush your cheeks.
With your blush, you'll tell me stories.

The way you love, whenever you love me.
And the way you call out my name,
When I'm searching for you.
Like you've seen me, seen all of me.
And I'm here, listening and feeling.
I can hear your heartbeat,
I can feel mine at the same time.
I hold you tight and I feel it too.
You're my heart, and you feel mine too.

Out of place.

Every second in this place alone,
Every other just smiles and waves.
I hide my face, behind the everyday scrolls.
I look for you, beyond the sunset and waterfalls.
Like a beautiful pearl, running over the sea.
Shining in my eyes, like a gem underneathe.
Find another hand to hold, but I can never.
Just let me go, but I can never.
In theirs eyes, I look for you.
In their voices, I hear you.
Their laughs and smiles, take me back in time.
Their love and care, put me somewhere I dont belong.
I look for you, even in the darkest of oceans.
Fighting fears like you do, I hope to find you among the strangers.
Wiping my tears like you do,
Smiling when I'm still facing my dangers.
I'm put in a place where I don't belong.
Where the stars don't shine and they sing their song.
I feel out of place, empty handed, out of touch.
I miss you here, without you,
I'm out of place.

More than me.

I can't touch you, not more than I can touch the sky.
I can feel you here, I know you're here.
Beyond my reach but I can feel my heart.
My tears dry when I cry at night,
Isn't it you in hiding?
Isn't it you that pulls me through,
All those nightmares where I feel the warmth,
Isn't it you holding me tight?
Isn't it you calming me down?
But I can never see you, never hear, never touch.
But I can feel you here,
Like you're my shadow, my soul, my life.
And indeed you are, away from you,
I lose them all,
And with you, I have everything I need.
Isn't it you that completes me?
With so much that you are,
More than words can say,
More than eyes can see,
More than the heart can feel,
More than my love for you,
You're so much, more than all of me.

Friday, January 13, 2012

Victim of you.

Hours away from you.
This emptiness holds me,
Until you swiftly walk me through,
All the dreams and the nightmares,
Every word you say, leaves a smile on my face,
Every move you make, leaves a chill on my bone.
And you hold me tight, when they stare at me,
And you break me into laughters when I'm about to cry.
And you wipe my tears away, when you kiss me there,
And you brush the beat of my heart, when you call my name.
I can feel you next to me, when I close my eyes.
I can feel you whisper, when I sit by the sea.
I feel so weak, when I hear you laugh,
I feel so weak, when you shine that way.
Like you're too much for me, overwhelmed by you.
By your love, and by your smile.
By your feel, and by your laugh.
I close my eyes, and I'm a victim of you.

Let it rain.

In the darkness of the moon,
When the birds hide away,
Leaving the the snores of the pillows,
And the glares of the owls.
The flap of its wings,
The bats look for their prey.
Through the rain and the snow,
Away from the mountain where they fall,
Where the rainbows form, with the morning light,
And the stars glide away,
Leaving no place to hide,
And there are no more nightmares,
Just smiles from the distance,
Pulling life in another day,
Let it rain, just let it fall.
Through the winter and the snow.
For the chilly mornings and the cozy nights,
Hid under your covers, hold me tight,
For the warmth, for my love.
Just let it rain.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Little Bird.

These park benches and the wind in my ears,
Surrounds me with these thoughts,
Thoughts where I'm a little bird,
I fly to your palm, and you hold me tight.
Like I'm about to break into pieces, and you'll never let me down.
I've been counting on you to bring me together,
I've been counting on you, to never set us apart.
The voice of the elder one, you shed a tear and let me fly.
Scared of the thunders, struck by the lightning.
My world turned dark and I could feel myself burdened.
You let me go and I slipped and fell.
Scared of this rain, I'm frightened for my life.
You had to let me go and it broke my wings.
Stepped by the rage of those,
Those who never look, those who never care.
Feel my tears on your palm,
Reach out to my heartbeat.
Never let me go,
Never let me slip and fall.

Under the mountain.

In every souls that you've touched.
Every heart beat you've raised.
You've held mine so hard,
It goes off when you go away.
I need you for my calm,
I need you to breathe again.
In the darkness of this weather,
Let it rain, let me breathe again.

Find me in the depth of the mountains,
Building a home for you and me,
And when you look at me so close,
See this dream that I can see.
And if you stay the night,
We'll watch it together, just a few more hours,
And the rain in the weather,
Gushing the waters down the hill,
Where you rest your head on me,
I hold you hands so tight,
In my dreams you believe.

Just the way you like me.

I'm going through my old pages, I can feel the tip of my quill, digging in too much.
Was it too much hate, or too much love.
I'm wearing my broken smile, my rusty old rings.
My purple shirt with the top button off,
Just the way you like it.
I'm a few steps from falling and crying,
A few thoughts from breaking down.
I'm living in my sorrow, living the way I'd never do.
So innocent, so deep, I fail to understand.
And every word I say, tells them my story.
Every thought I think, bring me down.
On my knees again, trying to shut it out.
How I miss you so much, when no one lets my hair down.
When I dont feel a prick, as I run too fast..
Where are you?
When I need you just enough to cry all day, and I weep all night in my sorrow.
It took me oceans to realise, you're not here...
I couldnt even tell you, I'm just the way you like me.

Diamond of my heart.

The emerald in your eyes,
Change the colour of the oceans,
They turn red when you cry,
Like a torn ruby in the sky.
With the look in your eyes,
Shining every colour of my soul,
Turning my world brighter than the diamond.
And I see you, you're my Diamond.

In every word the you say,
Soft and serene, you swift me away.
In every fall of my knees, the smiles that you part.
And the change in your cheeks, it touches my heart.
I remember holding you, holding you tight like a dream.
And when I close my eyes, I can still breathe on your skin.
When I hold my breath, I can feel you catching upto me.
So calm and so smooth.
You shine up on me like the shine of the moon.
Holding my darkness apart, you light up my heart.
And they see my diamond, shining up my life.
Changing colours of my soul,
The diamond of my heart.

Everything remindsme of you.

The wind tonight it makes me shiver,
No different than before,
I lost the star, I was a believer,
And I'm searching for more.
Every cloth I see, ragged and torn,
Reminds me of us, I close my eyes and mourn.
In everything I do, and every song I sung you..
Take me back to that place,
In your hair, I hid my face..
I feel the rain and the dew..
Everything tonight, reminds me of you.

I hear you call my name, like you used to.
And I fall in love again, close my eyes and fall through.
It was only yesterday, I held you in my arms,
Now I stand here alone, and I've lost all my charms.
In the clothes that I wear, ragged and torn,
I smell you here, the way they looked when you had worn.
And the feel of every thread haunts me,
For all the things that I miss, I'll never ever see.
When the sunsets and the moon hides,
I remember you of the world still shines,
I feel you here when I close my eyes,
In the darkness I regret all our goodbyes...
Everything tonight, reminds me of you...
I lie here soaked by the rain and the dew.