Flutter.

When you're here..
I can see the stars glide,
The rainbows smile,
And the birds fly..
When you smile,
It rains love and happiness.
I can see the tears in their eyes,
The tears that cloud my love.
And the waterfall's rush to me,
I walk through the clouds,
Drenched in love...
I can feel your breathe in them,
You breathe in my heart..
The flowers sway,
Dancing with the butterflies,
With the butterflies in me,
Fluttering when you flutter your eyes..
I can fly with your breathe,
Out into nothing..
And when you stop smiling,
They world turns grey..
I'm deeper than the deepest thought,
Deep in this colourless world.

Pieces Of My Heart.

They said you walked by,
I can see them staring at me,
They said, you've worked me out..
Last time I heard myself was next to your goodbye,
I'm masking all my sorrow with these regrets,
Fighting my way back to yesterday..
I'm going back to yesterday,
Undoing everything that took my pieces away..
Pieces of my heart..
Now I'm blind.

I fell from the top,
Feeling every floor down my way,
I've crashed at your doorstep,
Watch me bleed and walk away,
I see you everyday,
Staring at me, broken..
You walk away..
With your head up high,
Taking pieces of my heart away..
Pieces of my heart..
Now I'm blind.

If we just walk our ways,
A few stages down the road,
I know we'll meet again,
Will you see me smile?
When I see your beatiful eyes,
Will I just smile and walk away..
Will I be blind?
Alone without pieces of my heart..

So many tears..

One for my neighbour,
The other for the driver,
Here at the funeral,
There are all for her in general..
Everyones falling apart,
And I'm smiling now,
So many tears,
Making me smile..

I had one for the distance,
Next for your hesitance.
I ran towards the corner,
A place in your heart, maybe warmer..
I can see them falling apart,
And I turn around and walk away..
For the first time,
Fighting life,
For the first time,
Smiling for me.

He sat there alone,
With her words written,
Holding that parchment he cried,
Until tears on her words, they dried..
Slipping away leaving it empty,
Like thats all she wrote...
Leaving nothing, thats all she wrote.
Everyones falling apart,
And I'm smiling now..
So many tears,
Making me smile..

Star.

I remember when you held me tight,
My tears didn't stop,
And you kept whispering to me.
I felt lost, and I couldn't figure it out..
Words were never enough,
I wished I could tell you,
For you cared so much,
You never asked why, you said said goodbye..
I wish I could do you the same..

Lost in conversations with you,
I forgot all about,
The things that stabbed me here,
I held my heart,
I closed my eyes,
When I wasn't with you,
I started to bleed again..
Bleeding every bad memory,
Crying out and clinging to nothing.
I need you,
Without you, life is still and silent.

I sit at the edge of the cliff,
Your feet hung out here,
Thinking about nothing we stared into space..
The water that falls here,
Rushing through our ears,
We couldn't count the stars,
Smiling and shining at us,
Finding their way out of lies,
Out of every promises made to break..
Out of life, they're all falling..
Stars are falling,
They're leaving you behind...

Love in here.

Love in the papers I write,
In every word I say,
And every smile I show,
There's so much love for you,
Love in my eyes,
Tearing for you.

You're in the songs I write,
In the thoughts that tingle me,
From the deepest pits of me,
The thought of your smile,
Comforting me, making me smile.
You're my vacation when I'm down..
Not here anymore,
Breaking me down..
Love in my thoughts,
Tearing me up..

I put you behind,
But I saw her cry,
In the corner of this cafe,
She held her heart and cried,
Reminding me every bit of love,
This love I have for you..
Rekindled, firing this knife,
Stabbing me whenever I think of you..
Love in my heart..
Stabbing me now..

Next to me.

When the sun never shined,
The moonlight faded,
The stars dimmed down,
The clouds turned greyer by the day,
The water of the rivers dried by,
Chirping and flying the birds no longer sang,
Fires putting out water,
I wished for one shining star,
I wished for you,
All I needed was you,
Next to me..
" Breathe. Everything is okay. "

One minute I have the world in my hands,
Then you leave my hand and walk away..
To the end of the tunnel,
Behind my horizon,
I can see you somewhere far away..
Your silhoutte, making me dizzy.
Why're you so far away?
So close, beating my heart,
You're still so faraway..
All I needed was you,
Next to me..
" Breathe. I'm right here. "

Do I make you look bad?
When you hold me close, and I cry?
Does it embarrass you to be mine?
When was the last time I hurt you?
Do you rememeber how I called you beautiful?
Does it hurt you too, when you listen to our song?
All I need is you..
Next to me..
" Breathe.. I'm here, everything's alright. "

I Wished..

I wished on the feathers,
Dropped of with your tears,
I wished on your eye lashes,
When you held me back,
I wished I could reach out,
Put your hand on my heart,
I wished I could make you feel..
Months and you're still beating here, beating me.
I wished you would understand,
When you thought you knew me,
I just wished you would really know me..

When I spent months waiting for you,
To hear your voice I crossed the river,
Barefoot on the fire, I walked for you.
If I could drink up poison,
Just to save your life.
I couldn't push you away,
I couldn't ever see you cry..

I wished for the best of you,
When I watching the star fall,
I wished you could breathe again,
Learn to live without me,
I wished you had the same smile,
That smile that melted me,
I wished your laugh would never change,
That laugh, it pulled me to you.
I wished for you to understand me,
When I felt the tears in my eyes..

I just wished you understand me.

Taking Me Away..

I remember when I gave you me,
I gave everything I had,
Just to watch you smile,
Stayed up counting the stars,
Just to tell you I love you,
The first thing you heard was my voice,
I made sure the first thing you did was smile..
I remember waking up in the night,
When I dream of losing you..
I remember how you walked away,
I just stayed there and felt the dew..
When the sun started to shine,
You heard me cry,
In the middle of the night,
They all heard me cry..

I remember when I held you tight,
Holding my world together,
I remember how you made me feel,
You stab me now,
Wondering what went wrong,
Years could go by, would I ever change?
I waited up counting stars,
How could I ever change?
I remember losing myself, when I lost you.
I remember the pain I felt, when I missed you.
You've turned your back, you're walking away.
I can feel myself fade,
You're taking me away..

Part.

Like the finger on my hand,
Broken but they remain together,
One after the other,
Holding each other tight.
They're in pain, comforting each other.
You broke me apart,
You're hurting me.
Blaming me for everything that we did,
If you're hurt right now,
Remember me,
I was a part of you,
You're hurting me,
Isn't it hurting you?

I wish it stayed the same,
Until I moved to the other side,
I can no longer feel the rain,
In an hour late,
I can't see that rainbow you're under,
Maybe if I walked all night,
I'd reach your air...
I could see you again,
But you shut me out,
You're hurting me..
Folding me when I reach out for you..
I was a part of you,
Now you're parting with,
If I saw you again,
Wouldn't it hurt you too?

Bow wow wow.

#SoGay

I'm over here again,
In the same den,
Its dark again,
You're freaking out,
I can hear your shout,
Just so loud, it echo's now,
Two seconds later, bow wow wow..
Find the corner with the stone,
I'm here, right next, your corner stone.
Find me there,
Everywhere,
I'm like the fire,
Every noise taking your higher,
Gasping for air,
I'm dieing in here,
Look at me now,
Once again, bow wow wow,
They said don't stop,
Your the best, on top.
I'm a little dodgy when youre on me,
On my mind like setting fire on me,
Fire on fire, your crack me up,
Would you crack me up, notice 'crack me up'?
Just look away, its the best for you.
Don't turn to me when I'm ignoring you.
Feel me up, I can kill you now,
If you're too cool, I'm dieing, bow wow wow!

Under The Same Sun.

Tears drop from my eyes,
I can feel myself weaken,
In the corner where I sit,
At times I can see you here,
Soothing me, waiting for me to nudge.
I run away, I'm losing you,
Slowing down just to find you here again.
I shut my eyes and you're never here..
Looking at me like I've burned you before,
Like I pushed you in the fire,
Ticking all your wounds,
Staring and glaring like I'm the reason,
The reason you can't walk the same,
The reason you can't live the same.

I understand every tears that slips by,
Whenever you cry, I don't know what I feel,
I'm here in my own box,
Scratching the sides, wasting my energy.
You expect me to pull you away,
Polish every step for you,
Why would I take it all on me?
I'm under the same sun,
Feeling the same stab..
What you're crying over,
I'm crying over too..

A Thousand Splendid Suns

What is left for me? Other than ashes and rubble.
Everywhere. Everything. Every shadow... a hint of fear in it.
A hint of death.
A place left soulless, yet I reside here.
They've left, all of them have.
Why leave me? I'm numb. Incomplete.
Battered and broken. My soul shadow. My happiness.
The happy tear of my eye, my acquaintance of every living second.
Every breathe. Gone. A day left for goodbyes.
What face do I have to show?
What promises is this breaking?How many? Weak and puffy, I cried in that dark alley.
Never resting the question, why me?
Why this place? And most bleak, why him?
I needed him, He was my air.My support. My living miracle.
Yet, he's gone, I'm here again.
A thousand miles away from him,
With no clue, not an idea..
And not a pleasant memory.

Just Holding On.

You're on my mind,
Everyday, everytime..
When it rains and I feel it on my skin..
The hint of you, memories of you..
Always there.. Making me weak.
The thought of your smile,
Tears up my eyes..
The thought of losing you, stops my heart.
Its hard to breathe.
I smile every morning,
I think to myself,
This day, another day dedicated to you..
If its a thousand days, watch me standing here.
Holding on to your promise..
You promised me you'll be here.
I can feel you..
A little faraway you're feeling the same..
I just pray your heart beats louder,
When you think of me..
I just pray you smile and hold on..
Hold on to my voice..
Hold on to my smile..
I smile, holding on to your promises..
Holding on to your voice.
Tearing up at your beautiful smile..
Just holding on.
I miss you.

Everything.

Why can't I be the one?
To take every fall,
Bruise my knees, puncture my soul.
To feel every inch of pain,
That makes you frown,
That's making you weak,
I'm here doing everything,
Everything you don't want me to,
I'm weak.

Why did you have to be alone?
In this tug of war with darkness,
My guiding light, why're you falling?
You need me, I can see you needing me,
Why can't I be with you?
I'm here doing everything,
Everything you don't want me to,
I'm crying.

Why did my heart fall down?
Down so many stories,
All the way down into sorrow,
Towards the darkness,
Why did my heart cry?
When I saw your face,
In pain.. I couldn't look away.
From far away, I couldn't never reach out to you..
I'm here doing everything,
Everything you don't want me to,
Feeling guilty.
I miss you..

I Understand.

I understand all of them,
The way they walk,
The way they talk,
I can say if you've had a bad day,
I follow your expressions,
Deep down to the pits of your heart,
Don't lie to me,
I understand where you stand,
Where you've been,
Where you'd die to be..

The way your eyes seem,
When you lie to me,
You look away, and I know.
Just not today,
The way you turn around and walk away..
In the steps you take,
The way you look at me,
With so much fear in your eyes,
I understand where you stand..
Where you've been,
Where you'd die to be..
Right now where you are..
I understand..

The Silence And The Rain.

The shining of the stars,
Cracking of the wind,
As the clouds collide together,
The silence of nature,
With the pouring of the rain,
Falling like tears of an angel,
Seeped like the deeds of a devil,
Soaked by the ground,
Hiding the truth like a traitor,
Stabbed by the hypocrite..
Why're are these days so numb?
Being captured in the negetivity,
Bound to the darkness,
Where the light fades,
The sun sets for good..
Leaving the silence and the rain.

Ray after ray,
When the flowers smile,
And the clouds move away,
Giving way to the joy,
Between the sky and the horizon,
Where love meets evil,
Turning red to blue,
Tortured by the powerful few..
Where the world decides the day..
Where darkness covers the shine.
The sun rises, rising hopes for the day.
Betraying the silence and the rain..

Breaking Me Down.

After I lose you,
A few moments into the broken heart,
Living with breaths that don't feel real.
I'm putting it all together,
Trying so hard to breathe again,
In the morning when the world sleep,
I'm trying not to cry,
Until I see you smile,
In my memories,
In the picture we took,
Right next to me,
Your beautiful smile..
Breaking me down.

A little happier than before,
I walked into the room.
Letting the wind pull me through,
In the raindrops, I found life.
I found life, in the light of the street,
In the buzzing of the people,
Bringing me nearer,
See it in my face.
See me trying to breathe again,
Until I see you smile,
In my memories,
Pulling me through,
They're breaking me down.

Shiver.

Do you feel cold when I call your name?
I feel so lost when you're not here,
I'm calling your name and its colder here.
I try to feel it getting colder here,
In desperation of your presence,
I needed to feel you here,
I'm longing to feel colder again,
Do you feel cold when I call your name?

I feel shivers down my spine,
When you look at me and wink your eyes,
I can feel my world come together,
When you hold my hand, I feel alive.
I could let go off everything,
When you're here,
I wish you'd never leave,
So soft, so beautiful.
I let my heart go,
And I know its somewhere down with you,
Growing colder and I shiver.
I call your name, I shiver.
I can feel you here.

In Any War.

In any war,
There is the hint of peace,
In every mind when they take a hit,
In every action when they lose the love.
When the rain falls here,
You stop for the while,
This coolness heals your softer side..
Moving you to peace.
When you lose the one you love.

In any war,
You could always see them with love,
Maybe if you put aside your worries,
Just look at them one more time,
They're just like you,
With broken dreams,
Lost love, hurt, endangered and battered.
Just like you..
They're in this,
Just like you,
They're in this too.

Nothing Can Go Wrong.

I closed my eyes,
Walked towards the fire,
I'm trying to be that one,
I've wanted you to be looked after,
I hold your hand,
And look into your eyes,
Such fear, the pain..
The thought of losing me,
I can see how much you love me,
In the most beautiful eyes,
The most precious tears,
When you fall on my skin,
I promise you forever,
I hold your hand tight,
Look into your eyes,
I smile for you're here with me,
Nothing can go wrong,
When I look at you,
And you're scared for me.
This want to live,
This want to be yours,
More than now, more than forever.
I've you here,
Nothing can go wrong..

Maow

With her soft little noises,
Not a word she speaks,
The most innocent eyes every seen,
She sits there, never understood.
With the cries that mean so much,
Maybe they mean the world to her,
Without a word,
Just in her eyes,
She hides in the corner,
When you leave her behind,
With her eyes watering,
Such innocence never seen,
And when she comes to you,
Will you frown or love her more?
When she sits next to you,
Will you hold her till she sleeps,
Such innocence in her eyes,
Not a word she speak,
She understood you,
Maybe its time you understand her too...
Without a word,
Just in her eyes..

Addicted II

I tried not wanting you so much,
Not missing you so much to cry,
Every night when I count the stars,
Until you knock on my door,
I close my eyes and I can feel you here.
Like the last time you smelled of flowers,
Tonight you smell no different,
In my arms you feel no different.
Underneathe the shine of this moon,
You seem no different.
Why do you make me feel this,
You complete me,
With just your smile, you've done so much..
By just being yourself,
You've changed my life.

I remember when I couldn't confess,
When you looked at me,
With so much pain in my eyes,
I lowered my gaze until you pulled me close,
I remember being unable to breathe,
I just breathed your name,
You didn't ask why or when,
You just loved me too.
I memorized the feel of you,
And I can't get you out of my head..
Everytime you're near,
You complete me,
With just your smile, you make my heart melt.
By just being yourself,
You give me butterflies,
You've changed my life.

Addicted.

When you just wanted to matter,
I walked past every little window,
Every window jumping into success,
Every window that spells me fame,
I kneel down to the door behind your back,
I whisper, " You matter to me.. "
Leaving every trophy of life,
Leaving every dream left to follow,
When you just wanted to matter,
I walked to you, and you're all that matter.
You matter to me,
I'm addicted..
To your voice.
My life, with you.
I'm addicted to everything you are.

When you sit here close to me,
I can stare at the sun,
For hours I can count the stars,
I make them fall, I shine the moon.
I turn around the world,
When I hold your hand,
When you sit here close to me,
I'm addicted..
To your voice...
My life, with you.
I'm addicted to everything you are.

The other side

The sun burns down the ocean,
Taking up every tear shed,
When the sun shines the moon,
Beneath the stars, setting souls free.
Letting the hearts wander,
Somethings together, sometimes apart.
Wandering until the sun shines itself,
Every ray of light crashing a dream,
Every chirp of the birds opening the eyes,
Some sing when they fall,
Some cry through the night,

The rainbows appear around the smiles,
The clouds burst with the laughs of them,
Their destinations come closer,
And broken dreams lie there,
In pieces with no place to go,
With no light to shine by,
Shuned by the happiness,
The morning lets go off the sadness,
With no more hearts wandering,
With no more dreams left to shatter,
A new day,
To cover the distant,
To the other side,
The other side, where rainbows form.

Bruise.

All I remember is the pain I felt,
When I was dead and tired..
Sick of the weight on my back,
I remember saying goodbye,
Just for the while I closed my eyes,
I wished I'd see you soon,
And I forgot the world,
Until I could feel again..

I was standing at the edge,
Unable to walk, I waited for you..
I've seen love in your eyes,
Why was I alone here inside?
Why would make me walk to you?
Just to see you again,
I've walked to you,
When I couldn't take a step.

Why should I be that one?
Why should I take up all the lies?
In the darkness when I shiver,
Why should I be the one to cover?
I fall down again,
Just to bruise my hand,
I've walking towards you,
Just to bruise my heart.

In The End.

ve lost to myself,
To the way I think..
I'm losing to my thoughts once again.
I can feel the need of you,
I can see how it makes me weak,
You're so much but not here.
No word, absolutely no sign of you.
But you're here with me,
With me, I can feel my heartbeat,
And I know you're here.

In the end,
Theres more than memories..
More than tears say..
In the end,
Theres just too much to feel.
Too much to believe.

There are memories that tear me up,
Of the torn pages,
And the words in them,
Spelling out my name,
Written with so much love,
At the end,
At the end of the day,
My heart still beats,
You're here, somewhere..

In the end,
Theres more than memories..
More than tears say..
In the end,
Theres just too much to feel.
Too much to believe.

Others

Memories, they sting me,
When I'm so far away from you..
Dimming my eyes, slowing my heart..
Regretting every step leading me here..
We lost the love, I loved you the most..
You walked away and I'm never walking the same..
My strenght is where you'd speak..
Not here anymore. I've become weak..
My sense pierced by the scream around here..
In the dark with the light of the moon,
So fake.. Borrowed..
I'm falling out of the sky, live wishing on myself..
Wishing on a shooting star..
So fake.. Bothered..
Still here I sit, among millions of hearts..
With my heart broken... And pieces.
Pieces, nowhere to be found.

Colours of love.

Here's something I wish you feel,
I know you feel this,
Just feel it a little more.
Open up and let it all in,
Word after word, day after day..
With every little thought of mine,
I'm sharing every little intention..
I'm so in love,
I love you now..
Just love me too..
See how much I love you somehow..

I can carry you through years,
Watch you sleep and protect your beauty.
I will sit there, if it takes forever..
I'll hold your hand and soothe your heart,
Maybe whisper my love to you,
In pieces, between broken sleeps,
You'll see me when you open your eyes,
When you peak through your beautiful eyes..

Here's something I wish you realize,
Bottle up my love,
And If you can drink it all,
If you can ever take it all in,
It'll glow the oceans,
Water the deserts,
Shoot the stars and we'll walk in the sky..
Maybe dance in the rain until you feel this cold..
We'll paint the sky..
Until we're out of colours,
Colours of love.

With my love.

After every few blinks,
A few smiles that peak.
I put my hand to my heart,
Feel it beat your name,
I close my eyes and see you smiling at me.
I can fall a few floors when I hear your voice.
I just need a spark, just need this silence.
I'll let you know how I feel,
I start everyday, but I can never complete.
You pull me close, with your voice..
You say "So much" to everything that shivers me,
Breaks me down to tears that smile.
They grin and dance in the rain.
I've walked miles just to let you know,
How much I've loved your laugh..
How much I've felt when you hold my hand..
I don't feel like myself, when I'm gone away.

I'm pushing those clouds away,
If the rain keeps you from walking here,
I'll make the sun shine,
When the coldness make you shiver,
I'll cover you with my love.
When you need me, Wherever you need me,
Just give me time to tell you,
How much, just how freaking much,
You mean the world to me,
You've meant the world to me.
A little more than forever..

I've found you.

Every breath tonight,
Feels so true, still surreal.
I can feel your scent, moving through me..
I can feel your hand twitch when I move,
I feel you hold me tighter when I shiver,
It feels so strange, yet its so beautiful.
I can feel you holding me tight..making it right.

With my eyes closed, I can feel you move.
Moving closer and I know you're here.
The world's so bright, you're holding me tight.
I see nothing, just this darkness fading,
Coming true when you hold me tight..
Its so beautiful, everything.. so perfect.
Until I think of tomorrow,
My tears slip down,
I can feel your fingers on my cheeks,
Will you be here for tomorrow?
All the tears of my sorrow,
Will you hold me tight and make it right?

The feel of you,
I can feel your breath on my skin,
I'm so close to heaven,
I can smell the freshness of love.
The feel of you,
Like I'm in oblivion,
Come here, be me and feel this..
Feel the way my heart pounds,
When you're here, holding me tight.
I've found you,
Somewhere in my dark dreams..
I've found the feel of you,
Conforting me, like polishing my soul.

And I'm never letting you go,
Selfishly holding you nearer,
Keeping you here for me.
Forever, I've found you.

For Something You Never Wanted.

You're aiming at me,
With all your hate and anger.
Burning me down with every word you say..
I thought I was always on my knees,
You've bruised me to the bone..
Stabbing me for every move I make,
I burned the pages never yours,
I stood through it all,
Until you push me away,
For something I'd never do..
Until you hurt me for something..
Something you never wanted...

Why did you lead me here?
Shouting at me like I'm wrong..
Following every flaw like a ray,
You end when I have nothing..
I've drowned twice in the sea..
With every jab and poke of you..
I stood through it all..
Until you hurt me for something..
Something you never wanted...

Thoughts.

My thoughts,
They linger like a love song,
Taking up my energy,
Slowing me down,
They show me things, I'd never see,
I feel something I never felt..
I clear my head, when I try to cry..
I wish I was numb, atleast I'd be blank.
Running circles around the sadness..
Falling into this pit of darkness..
I hold myself together and I cry..
I feel every emotion explode, and I suffer..
Lingering on so much to every pin that pricks..
I've lost you in them..
I've been set on fire..
You've broken my heart,
And I've never seen you again..
Thoughts they slow me down..
When you hesitate I feel them act up..
When you're here but you're not here..
I feel them working on me..
I'm weaker with these thoughts..
I feel like I'm losing you everytime..
Everytime my heart beats louder..

Need you.

How wrong is it for me to need you?
Is it wrong for me to feel like this?
When I need you so much and you sit next to me,
I'm a little hesitant, I'm a little confused.
I could tell you everything,
Maybe just tell you " I need you.. "
I'm just so lost in my words,
They never find the way out,.
Out of my heart, they never reach you properly..
Maybe I'll blame myself tomorrow,
For the times I should've reached out,
Maybe you would've smiled.
Maybe you we would've cried.
I feel hesitant, when my heart needs you so much.
How calm and smooth, you sit there without this,
Without your tears being wiped off,
And your frame held properly,
On your own you're so good,
Why do I need you so much?

I need you here for every little fear.
I'm so scared of the memories,
And you wash them away.
Pick each detail, and you calm me down.
Kiss the top of my head,
Like you're erasing all that bothers me,

Never Know.

When you hold her for the day,
Play with her hair and memorize each word,
Every word and every expression..
Feel the tingle when she breathes you..
Feel her heartbeat when she needs you..
A few hours and you never say goodbye..
Just hold on tight, the sun is about to rise.

At times when you're alone..
You'll need to feel her here, hear her tone..
You'll need every moment to last forever..
But when she's gone.. You're escaping moments in fear..

A fear harsh words you never meant,
And you're on your knees again..
Catching the tears she'll cry..
Hoding her hand and never letting go..
When you promise her forever, she says you never know..
When you breathe her again,
Feel that skin, hear that tone..
You hold her tight, say you'll never let her go..
You give your before she would ever know..
I'm here forever but you'll never know..
I'm holding you tight, it'll just never show.

At times when you're alone..
You'll need to feel her here, hear her tone..
You'll need every moment to last forever..
But when she's gone.. You're escaping moments in fear..

...

Polished and nurtured.
They're all the same.
Waiting to fall,
When the road ends,
When the cloud burst and it rains.
They're all dark and light,
Colourful and blank.
You know they've heard things,
But its all so clear.
In the eyes and all the words.
They change the colour behind backs,
Turning from table to table.
Walking between faces they knew.
They're all hurting,
Until they break and fall down.

If you push her,
Its too much,
Too much for her to handle,
She'll break, fall and shatter.
Blame you like you've never cared..
When you care, its just not your place.
When you see whats wrong,
Pointing was just another mistake.
If you ever need to cry..
Walk between faces you'd never know,
They're all hurting,
No one will ever know,
Until they fall and die.

Pieces.

With million walking around you,
You stop and hold that wall,
Punch the sides and rest your head,
When the tears fall down,
You've realised it all,
It all makes sense and you're broken hearted.

If they stop and see,
They'll let you be,
In pieces, and shattered.
Your hopes and dreams battered.

When you walk up the hill,
Just letting go of that pain.
Feel better with just the light over there.
You try to feel better,
With the coldness of the river.
With the shrill of their voices,
Trying to fit in with the new environment.
Blocking all the memories,
But they come back to you.
Like the haunted dreams,
And the broken heart.
They come back to you,
In pieces..
They always do.

If they stop and see,
They'll let you be,
In pieces, and shattered.
Your hopes and dreams battered.

Tears and Rain

He sits there,
Feeling the rain on his skin,
Like its the last feeling.
All the remorse, all the love,
Feeling the lighting on his skin,
Sits there in the rain,
Like there are no tears.
Just the expressions of pain,
And his hand clentching his heart.
Like theres no more tomorrow.
His tears flow but no one will ever know.
Sitting under the stars that don't remain,
Under the dark clouds and the cold breeze.
Robbed by the feeling of love.
Going so far away,
He sits there under the rain,
Holding his hand to his heart,
He cries and wonders,
Will it ever make sense again?

Fonder.

I say goodbye and it hurts again,
Who knows you're lying,
Who can feel this love isn't true?
I'm falling deeper, growing fonder.
I'm staring at your picture.
And I can feel brushing your cheeks,
Up from your eyes, down your chin.
I can feel you mine,
And I'm falling deeper, growing fonder.

With every strange dream,
I'm locking myself in your arms,
The worse is your hold me tighter,
Independent, my nature you conquer,
I'm dependent on you now,
So much, so hard.
Who can feel its a lie?
Can you feel its a lie?

Cut me out before I die for you.
When I'm alone, you're my weakness,
For the things you could be going through,
When you see it in my eyes,
Would you love me too?
If its a lie, just hurt me now,
Stab me right here, before its too late.
Before I've fallen deeper, grown fonder.
Maybe if you look in my eyes,
You'll love me too.

Feel.

" I love you... so much "
And I am struggling.
Trying to breathe like before,
When I hear your voice, jumping my heart.
Why do you have to be so cute?
Its impossible to not fall harder,
Fall deeper and feel the need of you.
I think time stops for a few seconds,
But its just me,
Unable to think, unable to breathe.
Until I'm hit with reality and feel blessed.
Every second that I hear your voice,
I'm a little out of this world.
Feeling myself grow softer,
" Without you its all black and white.. "
And you pause me again,
I'm blown away by your words,
When I try feeling how you feel.
You say I can never feel so much..
I'll just feel all I can feel,
I just feel so much for you.
" I love you... so much more "
I don't realise but I've taken my time,
The world stops here, and you fade away.
If maybe I could make you feel what I feel..
The way your voice makes me feel,
With the hint of shiver and I feel,
I feel how much I mean to you..
It scares me, just the thought of losing you..
Scares me.

Grow.

Like the water hitting my feet,
And the wind chilling my bone,
The beating of my heart,
The thought of you in my mind,
The way the time goes by,
I can feel it grow,
Your love, I can feel it grow.

I had my love grow,
But you were a no show,
I'm a little hurt now,
I still love you some-how.
Find it hard to just let go,
I can't ever let you go.
Find them letters at your door step,
I sit here baby, taking it step by step.
I wear the key round my neck,
This beautiful place around the deck,
I'll kneel down and wrap me around you,
Around your finger, shining just like you.
I see it in my eyes, when I'm with you,
I see no more goodbyes, I see teardrops but they're very few.
Hold me tight and never let go,
I'm setting this right, tryna let you know.

Like the water hitting my feet,
And the wind chilling my bone,
The beating of my heart,
The thought of you in my mind,
The way the time goes by,
I can feel it grow,
Your love, I can feel it grow.

I wasn't there first,
I wasn't there at first,
Before all the times you broke your heart,
I wasn't there from the very start.
Here now and I promise never again,
Just like you are, smile here and stay the same.
Not your first, and I'm not the first.
I'm here forever, Imma be that last..

Half of me.

I'm walking and I remember seeing you,
Behind the glass of every cafe,
Laughing there, and you think you're alone.
The love I feel for you, when you smile.
Its impossible to walk away,
When you're there I feel like sitting next to you.
I'm walking away hoping you don't see me.
A little hurt over yesterday,
I'm waiting for a new brighter day.
I see you in the windows of every cab,
Behind the windows of every bus,
I'm walking tonight,
Walking away from you.
Maybe its just me or you're everywhere.
You're so cute, so hard to ignore.
I had to wonder about every little flaw,
In the captivity of negetivity.
I tried my best to pull you here,
Half hearted, you're half my heart.
I tried telling you about those little notes everywhere,
I tried telling you about the flower you loved,
And the times you heard a knock on your door,
I was right outside your door, again tonight.
I saw you through the glass,
Like it wasn't real, laughing like you're complete.
Here I stood wondering, where you left half of me..

I remember the smell of those sheets,
I remember telling him about my choice..
I wish I could just see him walk by,
Like the times before,
I just wish I could pull him here,
I have to recall all the bad memories,
All those wounds and all the hurt,
All the pain and all the cries.
I remember wanting him here,
Now I walk with such patience,
Smiling to every beat that aches.
I smile but I'm dieing inside,
Lost in memories of him,
I'm smiling with the other half of him..