Time.

Sometime, somewhere, walking down the street.
These street reminds me of every day that went by,
There's nothing new here,
So somewhere down this road, there was a moment that hit me really hard,
I was stuck and lost, numb and confused, as in I was spiritually out of my body looking back at myself,
Looking at what I've become, and what I'm going to be.
And every scar on my skin reminds me of the wrong turns, the trail of tears remind me of the poor decisions,
This place I'm at when I feel all of this, what is this?
It reminds me of pain in its piercing form,
Is it regret?
Is it the touch of these memories?
How life changed from back then to now,
From yesterday to right now, this moment,
Everything has changed, by the second, with this heartbeat,
Things are changing.
Being here I realized one thing,
Once you've lost time, it never comes back,
Once you've taken a step, you cannot go back and undo it,
Time is your biggest enemy, your biggest fear.
If its not, it should be.
Because standing here, I realized that I lost,
And I lost to time.
For every wrong step, for every misjudged decision,
TIME did NOT stop for me to think over and over.
Time went by.

Fireworks for you.

Its you and me, her, him and her too.
We're so different but when we're right here,
Can you see, everything comes together again.
We're bandages for the broken hearts,
And fireworks for the smiles.
Under this roof, we all shine,
If they could see again,
The way we go through,
Going on and on through this life,
In this we're together, right here.
Under this roof,
We pour our souls and let our hearts wander,
When the time is right, we fall too,
And shed the most painful tears,
They burn our shoulders,
And when the sun goes down,
We're bandages for the broken heart.

Let go off everything when these sparks sparkle,
In this darkness one of us shine so bright,
There was nothing that held us apart,
Holding you high, we give life to your sparks,
We make it come alive, your dream.
Our dream to be shining like the bright high sun,
We rise and we let it show,
Letting go of everything,
Just to be the fireworks for the smiles.

Take it easy.

So beautiful you're mine,
And I don't believe its true,
When you say you love me,
I know its true, but I'm lost,
In the bliss, oblivion of my own.
I've been sleeping a little less since yesterday,
I've felt so safe, I looked back through the day,
Can you really do this to me?
Being so far from where I am,
I know you're not home,
And I feel like I've lived enough,
I know you're more than this,
Are you coming back home?
I'm so scared of what it would be,
So much from so far away.
Take it easy on me,
When you come back home.

I know they say it gets better,
Every moment brings together lost pieces,
When you're all I need,
And I have you here,
Maybe I don't deserve you,
How much of you, you've given me.
Little things I try to do,
Tender and soft, giving all of me.
Tears in my eyes,
You will never find,
Words on my tongue that hurt,
You understand more than they do,
From so faraway, from here where they echo.
Take it easy on me please,
When you come back home.

Silhouttes.

You stand me up,
Come running back,
Its unbelievable, how you come tripping back,
Making amends with your past,
Repleted with hate,
Repleted with rage and insecurity.
Its not your fault,
For these empty chairs around you,
There's no empathy, for this,
There's no turning around and looking over your shoulder,
These dark, numb and cold months have passed.
Days have gone by, spent keeping warm,
Ringing numbers you've never known,
And they wall down your hallway,
Its not too crowded,
With the silhouttes of your sadness,
Your happiness, your fears, your fears.
In this dark places, there are no emotions.
Nights and days, sunset after sunrise.
You embed your soul in your skin,
For so much misery,
You sew your heart to your chest.
Scared of every word they say,
Too proud to prove them wrong,
Take it from their whispers,
You're not that tough.

Look close, close up to your heart,
There are holes piercing through,
Shadows in your heart,
And empty hands, yearning to hold,
Grudge after grudge,
Look at your rusting happiness.
Never smiled on, you're never looked at,
Spare them the dirty look,
Spare them your broken promises,
Where the sunlight breaks,
You break the dawn,
Falling from the sky,
Stand tall and hold your head high.
I know you can,
Hold up down the sun,
Rise the sun while its set,
I know you can,
Change this world,
Its not too crowded, these hallways.
They're faces of yesterday.
Walking past your dead soul.
Put it back together,
I know you can.
Take it from their whispers,
Its not that tough.

Oh pretty girl - II

Changing the meaning of my life,
And rising my heartbeats,
For no reasons they could find,
Nights become days,
When I stay up and think of you.
Where the sun sets, sparks fly,
In the arms of this rain,
Rushing away with the snow.
The sun rises from under the rainbows,
Together, close enough to touch,
Bringing the light in the dark,
When the moon shines so loud,
And the stars fly to you.
Together in the sky, they shine your name,
Changing the course of nature.
Oh pretty girl,
What are you doing to my heart?

I roll these decisions on my thoughts,
And they fall on you.
I'm one step closer,
To wherever you take me,
You or your smile.
Playing hide and seek with my eyes,
Changing everything I need,
You'll all that there is,
And the things I do, with love
To make you fall, so I could catch you again,
And you laugh, you glide, you smile.
Here in my arms, changing everything inside.
When I lead you to places you're scared,
Just to hold you tighter than before,
Tighter than when you hug me before,
Oh pretty girls,
What are you doing to my heart?

No.

Yes, no, alright maybe.
I'm hurt but I'm not sure.
Intentions and expressions,
Lost behind your words,
Maybe, I'm losing that grip,
And no, I know you didn't mean to.
Yes, we've been here before,
So maybe, just maybe I'm weak,
But no, we never went back.
Yes, I cried.
Maybe I forgave and forgot.

If you're coming back to me,
Maybe I'm not me anymore,
No, I've never been told,
Yes I feel the same,
And if your questions need answers,
Maybe I'm not the one,
Yes, we've been there before,
I'm sorry, no, I could never say 'No'.
Yes, maybe I don't 'no'.

Random classroom writing - 2

I know we're both faraway,
Living miles apart,
The tears have dried,
And they've lost the charm,
All it takes now,
Is a wander of this heart,
It falls on you.
On the memories of you.
Seldom, they make me cry.
Seldom, I feel your love..

I guess, you're far from moved on,
I'm sure you're living alright,
But we've been so deep, so far.
Its hard to look away,
All it takes for now,
Flashbacks and these memories,
My eyes they fall on you and me, together.
My tears they fall on, just you and me, this picture.
Everytime, my heart here sinks.
Every time, I search for you.
I close my eyes and let this go.
Seldom it leaves me.
Seldom, I feel your love.

Random Classroom writing.

I'm standing in the shadows,

Watching you smile.
And they all lift you up,
I know you're watching me hide.

Still in my world, beating your heart,
And you silence this silence,

Now we're apart.

I'm known to have fallen, down on my knee.

Seeing through snowfakes,

Brushing your hair, seeping my weakness.

A kiss of love, and I'm all about you.

Lingering on these ways, leaving pieces of me.

At every turn, I lead you to me.

Now we're apart, and you're a part of me.

When the sun roars high, 

Mine is, where you breathe

They'd lift you off, and what me feel high. 

I'm all about you.

 My world, you are 7ayati

Tenderness.

There's so much depth in this,
Significant and insignificant moment,
I was young, you remember this?
We walked that chilly night,
And you look at me, so tenderly,
Choosing everything for me,
Every step that you took,
For us, you can hear me now,
I realise, can you hear me now?
I remember that February night,
We knocked down all out differences,
And I experienced your selflessness,
Your care and love,
Thriving to keep every promise.
I've experienced you put me together,
After everytime I broke, and fell apart.

I can never imagine losing your touch,
And now, when you're right here,
We colour the world,
Together we paint our futures,
See the words, harder to speak.
I surrender all of me,
Choosing everything for us,
Every step I take,
With your feet on mine,
We take a step to tomorrow,
Togetherness. Selflessness. Tenderness.
Surrounded by you.

Surfacing.

If walls could talk,
I'd be this open book,
With no pages and scribbles,
I'd be this fire inside you,
That never starts, that never glows.
This person here that writes for you,
Between walls, I'm as empty as this ocean,
There's so much we never see,
All this colour, surfacing,
All of me.

If I could speak,
The words they'd understand,
Steady and smiling,
I'll spill all that is of me,
And blow it away,
If yesterday was broken,
Tomorrow is so far away,
Today I'm picking pieces,
Every word I could speak,
Has never been enough,
Everything that was in the past,
Has come today, shutting me down.
If I could speak,
I'd speak of everything,
But this walls that rip me apart,
Stay deep inside,
There'll be too much, you'll never see.

Ripping apart.

We were both soft and,
Weak for the other.
And the things I could never say,
Ripping me apart,
Everytime you breathe in my arms,
How poor am I, I have no patience.
And you're doing it right,
Maybe testing my depth.
How far can I go?
Before I fall apart,
With every time you slip away,
Like the sand between my fingers,
And these metaphors would never be enough,
With the missing pieces of me,
The things I can never say,
Carrying all the right smiles,
Carrying all the right heartbeats.
I can never say I miss you this much,
I'll be weak and I'll be fallen,
Are you looking through me?
While you're so far away.
Playing hide and seek, with my heartbeat.
And all that I yearn for,
I am restless, I can't feel breathing.
I can feel you breathing.
I can feel you reaching, and looking for me.
Can you see me standing?
Ripping apart.

My strength.

I'm not far from the one,
Waiting on my turn to cry,
And these kids need no punishment,
And their doors are closed,
To be loved and to be flown,
A missing piece of word,
Maybe its lies in your 'we'll be okay',
If we slip and fall,
On all their threads,
Pulling us down, all their threats.
I'm still little bit afraid,
But I'm working on it, aren't we all?
Waiting on our turns to cry.
It feels so dark, our jaws tremble,
Our claws clench so tight,
Last time you saw me,
I was holding my tears tight.

Trouble was here tonight,
Sweeping me so far away.
And there she was, my little girl.
There she was, struggling for ropes.
Shooting hopes across the sky,
Losing is never here, never mine.
And this night kept me up,
Crying to myself,
Crawling to myself.
On broken mirrors, on painted, tainted walls.
We forgot all this recklessness,
Taking the edges off, we never fall.
Forget about the darkness,
Be careful for me, hang on to the hopes.
And I'll walk over my pieces,
Waiting for my turn,
Like these clouds and rain,
Maybe I'm weak, put me together.
I'm weak, and you can be my strength.
Don't do this,
Don't you see?
Someday you will,
My secret, I need you.

Random Scenario - Arshad Ansari.

Where would you be?
When I'm ready to let you go.
Where would you fall?
If I drop you down, leave you where you're not.
Far away from here, where I'm not.

He smiles and look around,
He doesn't cry,
'I'll never fall, and I know I can fly,
But I'll be here, I'll walk to you.
Mile after mile, to where you are,
From where we're not.
Drop me down, and I'd be there for you.'

If you miss me too much,
When I'm hidden under this ground,
I'm fighting their cries,
When I'm at the end of a day,
And you sit here,
Waiting and slipping,
What will you do, when I'm not around?

Closed eyes and a smile on his face,
He holds her hand, and watches her smile.
'Tomorrow you'll be here,
Maybe the day after,
Maybe I'll never see you again,
But you'll be here,
The skies will change,
I'll grow old and weak,
But when the time comes,
I'll be here, right here.'
 

Sanity.

There's nothing more sane,
Like mountains on the waters,
And fire on the moon,
Setting up our moods,
When there's no life on earth,
And we could walk on skies,
Nothing's more sane than every step to you,
Sanity lies in loving you.

These walls changed their colour,
But they're the same for they,
They who walk with their noses on me,
With so much light on me,
Outlining all my pain,
Mocking every moment,
Every breath short of your glow.
They speak with their tongues tied,
And pierce my skin, with eyes closed.
They say stop, but I step and never see.
Sanity is when I'm me,
Sanity lies next to you.

Remember together.

Remember all these promises,
Remember perfection when its you and me.
All your pieces, I stitch at my heart.
Fading away from this place,
Surrounded by perfection.
The feel of your hand,
Different on me,
And you're hair on my skin,
Softer than they are,
Like every breathe with you,
Deeper than they can get,
Like every taste of life,
Tingling farther into my senses.
Remember to keep us together.
Remember to never fall apart.

These words mean more than they say,
And times make it harder,
Times like these cloud up my mind.
Run up and race my heartbeat.
Running with my voice,
Both for you,
Soulful and serene,
And times like these,
They dry and crumble,
Fall far from where we smile.
Hands held together,
Safe and sound,
No me without you,
And you'd never be without me.

Cringe of love.

Sometimes over these shadows,
Sometimes creating them,
You grab me tight,
Why don't you hold me for a while?
You scream out my name,
And I'm calm when you call.
Like missing pieces,
Flowing with the river,
Pieces of me, pieces of my heart,
Smiling their broken smiles,
With faces that need that touch,
When you love, not hate.
Close your eyes and feel the rain,
And you forget the thunder,
Let every drop wash your pain.
And when you cringe,
I live for love,
I live not long.

Yeh dil.

Thoda sa dard hai,
Thoda sa nasha,
Thodi si baat pe,
Kyun hai yeh inteha?
Do lafzoon mein hi,
Kitne saari batein hain,
Do lafzoon mein bhi,
Thodi si hi baat ki hai.
Ho na tum bhi ishi mausam mein,
Rone ka ab pata bhi nahin.
Thoda sa dard hi sahi,
Kuch to seh lenge,
Kuch tum kaho ya na kaho,
Do lafz hum keh lenge.

Har aansoon mein,
Meri ghabrahat mein,
Tera na milne ki shiqayat,
Tere muskurane ki khwahish,
Kabhi murdh ke dekhoo,
Jo tujhe main dedoon, dil apna,
Dhadak dhadak kar roye yeh,
Haanth bardhaye toh thaam lena,
Yeh dil sharmata hai.

Silence silences.

It gets lonely here,
At this time of the day,
In this part of the town,
Two foot steps,
They're both mine,
And I hold my hand,
Make it feel right,
It cuts deeper here,
On this part of my heart,
It still goes dark,
It can get darker,
And their words can stab,
But here, they can rip you apart.

There's no softness here,
Only silence,
Silence that screams,
Chills and long empty roads.
Trees with no leafs,
And cottages with no doors,
Its a one way road to misery.
And you remain your own enemy.

It gets wild and scary,
Torn over photographs.
Lying on torn photographs.
Tears for the ones you loved,
Tears for their soul bewitched,
Lips part, after a thousand year,
After breaking a thousand promises,
They part an apology.

Days seem like years,
And moments last forever,
This here is made of cliche's,
Chosen for every step,
Like a haunting shout,
In this silent silence .
Here, silence silences.

Lets go 'there'.

Take my hand,
I promise I'll keep you safe,
And we can go there,
We can talk about years,
And I'll embrace what you've been,
And what you are,
So perfect to me,
Flawless, how you are inside,
Bringing out sides of me I never knew,
And we explore new reasons to smile,
You hold me warm, when I shiver,
I remember you in the chills,
Rain drops and waterfall,
You wish and I'll bring you the world,
And I promise I'll keep you guarded,
Take my hand,
Let's go.
Let's go there.

You complete me,
With your fingers fitting mine,
And yours eye lashes tickle my senses,
Making me feel like I've never felt,
Ever before, never without you.
Counting seconds until I see you again,
And I watch these doors,
Open and close, I wait for you.
I search for your feel,
In this crowded place,
And when I close my eyes,
I dream of you, so simple and beautiful.
I dream of you, and we're there.

Preserve.

Don't call me crazy,
I have the best eyes ever,
For they fall on you,
Even when my eye lids fall,
And I'm at peace,
I'm in heaven,
When I see you.

Don't call me crazy,
I have the best memories ever,
For its you and me,
And the moments we live.
With a trip down memory lane,
I'm here, crying for you.
I want more of you,
A taste of heaven.

Don't call me crazy,
It doesn't get better than this,
With your lips on mine,
I whisper I love you,
And your arms around my neck,
I hold you tight, tighter than before,
And when you look into my eyes.
I'm in heaven.
And it doesn't get better than this.

Don't call me crazy,
I'm in love with you,
And there's nothing else I'd ever feel.
When I hold you hand, and kiss your palm,
When I hold your face, and kiss your smile,
I preserve every feeling,
I cherish this surge in my heartbeat,
And with my eyes close,
I preserve this, I preserve heaven.
I preserve you.

This pain goes away.

Where does it go?
This call for perfection,
The cry for rain,
Sweating in the summer heat,
Where does this pain go?
Stabbed by the companion,
Betrayed by every other,
When you leave me alone,
I feel it all,
And with you in my arms,
Where does this pain go?

Tick tock, time goes by.
And this gets washed away,
With every tear in your arms,
Drying on your cheeks,
Leaving kisses by your lips,
Shivering until they grow numb,
So you've done it again,
And I smile in vain,
Watching you play with my pain.
Muster it away, pull me together.
When you're here,
This pain goes away.

Kiski ore hai?

Uchalte uchalte, gir gaya hoon main,
Awaaz dene se darr raha hoon main,
Yeh kaisa shore hai, yeh kiski ore hai?
Bulandi main duubi hui yeh awaaz,
Suni suni si hai, kohre mein khoi..
Uljhi uljhi si, mere laboon pe soyi..
Phir yeh kaisa shore hai?
Kya yeh meri ore hai?

Raat bhi na hui, tere bina.
Itni dooriyon main bhi, tu mili na,
Kaisa yeh andhera hai, jisme tum khoi thi..
Abhi toh yaheen, mere kandhoon pe roi thi,
Ay zindagi, kahaan hai tu?
Jee na bhul gaya main, kahaan hai tu?

Har lafz mein sirf apni hi awaaz bachi,
Yahaan akelepan mein, tu hi thi bachi,
Kahaan kho gayi, kahaan reh gayi,
Tu hi toh nahi,
Par yeh kaisa shore hai?
Yeh kiski ore hai?

All that you taught me.

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All that you taught me.

by Saad Naseem on Wednesday, 28 March 2012 at 18:53 ·

You taught me being me,
Being so beautiful that you are,
You taught me how to fly,
To love and cherish,
You taught me patience and perseverance.
You taught me love,
My love. You taught me love.

Drifting away, you caught me gliding away.
You held me together and never let me cry,
And your promises made me look for forever,
You taught me sweetness,
You taught me kindness,
All that I am today,
You taught me how to live.
My life, you taught me life.

Holding my flaws close,
You taught me consideration,
Looking away from the darkness,
You pulled me through with you,
You taught me being thankful,
And when the world falls asleep,
And the sun starts to shine,
I pray for you,
I'm thankful for you.

Next to a star.

I'm next to a star,
I can feel it glow,
Shine brighter than ever,
In this dark, so prominent,
Kindling like kindness in you,
Fondling with the embers of love,
Striking me deep inside,
I'm next to a star,
I can feel you.

I'm holding these memories close,
A photograph of you,
Rising my hopes of happiness again,
When I close my eyes,
I'm calm and sober,
In my mind, in this love bubble.
I fade away into obvilion,
Smiling and grinning,
Never better than when you smile for me.
But when I smile,
I can feel you here.

Sunset.

Watching the sunset,
I miss your feel around me,
Watching the sky turn dark,
I miss the colour you bring in me.
And every song that plays for us,
Every word I dedicate to you,
They're all diminishing like the sun,
And they're vanishing in the dark,
Like the world turning around,
You turn my world around,
Dancing with my feelings,
Medling with my heartbeat.
You're standing miles away,
With your hand on your heart, in mine.
Waiting for the sun to set,
For the night to fall,
This pain goes away, with time.
With the tock of this clock,
It gets better,
With time,
We get better.

How you smile when I'm in pieces,
Sparing the answers to my cries,
You're so strong, and I'm weak for you.
And you, being so beautiful,
Steal the colour of my life,
Living so far apart,
I'm in the clouds tonight,
Holding them together..
Tonight I'll pour down on you.

This silence I embrace,
Surrounded by the voices of the strangers.
This peace I protect,
For when you hide in my arms.
I'll brush your weaknesses,
Kiss away your pain and it'll be better,
For you I'll spare my happiness,
For you I'll give up time.
With time, it gets better.
We get better with time.

How you smile when I'm in pieces,
Sparing the answers to my cries,
You're so strong, and I'm weak for you.
And you, being so beautiful,
Steal the colour of my life,
Living so far apart,
I'm in the clouds tonight,
Holding them together..
Tonight I'll pour down on you.

This air, I breathe.

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This air.

by Saad Naseem on Wednesday, 28 March 2012 at 18:51 ·

Breathe, I breathe this air.
Soon I'll be there, where you are.
Soon, I'll be seeing you.
Take my life away if it doesnt move me,
Take away my smile if I don't smile for you.
And you could hold me forever,
Stop my breath if I stop smiling.
And somewhere deep down in me,
A spark, a fire, something lives.
And every time I've heard you,
Saying my name, calling me loud.
I grow a bit more,
Inside, I'm alive.
And somewhere deep inside me,
Lives a world I've made for you.
And these clocks start ticking,
When we're us,
And they're dusting and rusting.
Lets not let it fall.
Something like a new love, feels here.
Forever I've been saving my pain.
And I'd give them to you...
Pour it over you, and you can take my life,
Take away all of me if I regret.
Let me flow by the river,
If I say you were never enough.
More than me and more than forever.
You've held me with safety, kept me secure.
Soon, I'll hold you tight,
Let me go if I don't whisper my love,
Let me fall if I don't melt for you.
This love is too much,
There's too much you give,
Too much I'd never risk to lose,
So here I am, coming back to you,
To watch you from the of my eyes,
To protect you forever, keep you safe and secure.
To promise you forever and more,
And to love you more than most

Photograph of misery.

All there is left are memories,
Here, lying on the floor,
With pieces of me.
For the first time,
I've felt so dead,
Ripped apart from nature.
There's no sense in this place,
No cold feet, no rushing warm blood.
Numbness is in my skin,
Its in the air.
There's no flickering light,
No light at all,
Where I lie right now,
There are no lies, and promises.
Kept in, kept far away from me,
From where no one has ever been before,
This place,
I've never read of, never heard of,
And I lie here still,
Awakened by surprises,
I stay here, and my heart isn't beating.
There's no coldness in my skin,
Nothing but numbness in the air.
A capture of misery,
In cell, there are no bounds,
I walk free, but I lie still.
Scared to make a move,
Scared to feel something,
Scared, to make it feel real.
It would start feeling real,
And then the gasps for air,
Reaching for your touch,
Crying until you calm me down,
And screaming until my throat dies up,
These thought keep me scared,
And I wouldn't move an inch.
There's no cold in this place,
There's no flickering light.
Its me and this misery,
Of the scratches walls,
The cries of setting free,
There are no bounds here,
Just numbness in the air,
Deprived of every feeling.
A photograph of misery.

Thrill.

The miss you taking away my breaths,
And I'd hold you by your cheeks,
'Breathe, baby breathe.'
The way you'd freak out, maybe I miss that.
The way you yell and scream,
In anger and agony,
I just silence your world,
I hold you tight,
Maybe I miss you needing me,
Maybe I just miss you missing me.
I miss you,

I've made things stay the same,
Since I've missed you,
Since the last time you held my hand,
I'm still here, where you were,
Where we were, where we were us,
A few hours without you,
And it feels like I've been here,
Longer than I've known you,
And a lifetime ago,
When you held my hand and walked away,
I've missed you more and more each day.

I miss the thrill,
Whenever you had something coming,
I closed my eyes,
I felt your lips on my cheeks,
But I closed my eyes,
I felt your arms around my neck,
Maybe I miss waiting for you,
Around the corner,
And here I am still,
Waiting for you, since a lifetime,
Maybe I miss feeling needed.
Maybe I miss holding you.
I miss the thrill.

The thrill of loving you.

Why does it hurt so much?

Away from these empty fields,
Somewhere, when the stars fall,
Behind the rainbows,
Someplace on untouched land,
Love lies, touched by none.
They say, its a feel,
They say, its a thought.
Love is a river,
A thread holding them closer,
A reason to live,
A reason you die.

Two and two,
They're all in heaven,
Someplace where love shuns hate,
And we deserve it all,
Love is there,
Untouched, somewhere hidden.
Years and years,
Why do we tremble?
If we're so used to this,
Of the shooting stars,
And the darkness with the rain,
When love takes off,
There's no storm or rain,
There's nothing, no pain.
Why does it hurt so much?

Untouched by we're in so deep,
From its eye, you see one,
The one and only one.
And the way they shine,
Like no one, like never before.
They say, love is a feeling,
Is it a thought or a river?
Is love when they're together,
Love is here and love is now.
When you tremble so much?
You see them wherever you go,
Miles apart but they're still here,
Somewhere, a face in the crowd,
A voice in the noise,
A whisper when its quiet,
Why does it hurt so much?

We can stay up,
All night and sit all day.
Talk about you me, and forever.
We can sit here and talk forever,
If it hurts you, I die too,
I know when I cry, you weep too,
They say its a feeling,
But far away from you,
When I feel nothing at all,
And you're still there,
Watching this star fall, like I just did,
They shine at the same time,
You're there and you're mine,
Untouched by my love,
I feel nothing.
And it still hurts so much.

These eyes they don't close,
And life doesn't matter,
Every drop gives life,
And we tremble for them,
Somewhere in the darkness,
Scratching the walls,
Just to be different,
To never be normal,
Save up all our cries,
For your arms,
We save up all our tears.
Confined in this pain that never shows,
We don't blink or cry,
No teardrop leaves our eyes,
And inside, we're tumbling,
Trembling and falling.
Screaming so loud, it goes silent,
And then they close,
These innocent eyes.
They close until they're here.
Untouched by love,
We don't feel a thing.
When love takes off,
There's no storm or rain,
There's nothing, no pain.
Why does it hurt so much?

Your picture.

I'm looking at your picture,
There's so much mystery in your eyes,
There's so much innocence when you smile,
And beauty when you glide.
There are these thoughts in your mind,
That leave me left behind,
Amazed over what you are,
Waiting for your word again,
Waking up from these lonely dreams,
I wake up to your smile,
Here on the night stand,
I'm staring at your picture.
Such beauty when you smile.
Innocence when you close your eyes.

I'm looking at your picture,
This mischievous grin you play,
I'm at the edge of my seat,
Waiting for your burst of laughter,
You're so beautiful when you breathe,
You're so beautiful when you're near,
I'm amazed by the way you leave me,
With a quick word, making me feel loved,
And its never over, until you're here again.
I look at your picture,
And I fall in love.
Then I hear your thoughts,
And I'm falling in love again.

Wonders.

Don't know how this goes on,
I don't know why it happens,
Is it as simple as this,
Is it tougher than it looks,
Do you know I miss you?
Don't you know I'm here?
I can feel you fade,
With every tumbling step,
So I stay in the light,
I stay close to you.
Behind these tears that I fall,
There's too much sincerity,
There's too much care,
For every moment you're gone,
For every moment you don't look my way,
I wish I could tell you,
I'm itching closer,
And I'm fighting with time,
Days and night, I just wait.
To fall on your shadow,
For your eyes to fall on me.
Days and nights, in this place,
Until I fall, right in your arms.

If there's heaven on earth,
I've seen smiling and laughing,
Putting me together,
When she holds me tight.
If there's beauty in sorrow,
Then I've seen it here,
Weeping in my arms,
Safe and secure,
In storm, in love, in war,
I've seen her holding my hand.
If there's perfection in emotion,
Then I've felt it,
For a little longer than a moment,
Lasting more than a lifetime,
I've felt it, all the while you've been here.
If there's a wonder in this world,
I've seen it,
Walking, talking, smiling,
In her laughs, in her beautiful voice.
I've seen wonders.

Weaken me.

Watch my eyes,
Change from brown and darker,
For no words can describe,
This feeling right here inside me,
Like the flowers swaying beneathe the moon,
The rush, the ocean, this beautiful night.
Far away maybe, but you're with me.
Its not past sunset, yet.
Where you are, the sun still shines.
Where I am, its dark and I miss you.
With my fingers, between yours,
Watch how we fit in my mind,
All I say can slip off our minds,
All I write for you can fade off these pages,
So hold my hand.
Walk with me.
Come close to me,
Come closer, to me.

To me, it could never be dark,
With you on my lap,
And I watch your eyes shine, your beautiful eyes.
Brighter than the moon,
Brighter than the sun above the horizon.
There's beauty in my eyes,
For all the while they fall on you.
There's too much weakness,
With everything that hurts you.
Don't hold me tight, its brings me to pieces.
It weakens me, with all that you are.
It sets my heart on fire, for this weakness.
Don't come too close, I'll tremble for you.
If you hold me too close,
Keep my pieces together, won't you?

Awaaz - Voice.

The world goes silent,
I know it does,
All I hear is you,
Your beautiful voice.
I can see you,
Through the buzz of these kids,
And all I have are memories.
I miss your voice,
I know I do,
Miles and miles away,
You're under another sun,
Staring at this different moon,
I know the words you've never said,
But I hear your voice,
It wakes me up,
Deep from my sleep.
I follow footsteps from my bed,
Give me your voice now,
My heart is beating,
Louder than it should I know,
I still hear you here,
After you've said goodbye,
In my heartbeats,
In the blood running in my veins,
Loose up my chest,
Run all over me.
With your beautiful voice.
Calm me down, like you do.
I know you do.

Sticks to you.

Camping outside your window,
In this winter night,
I can see shadows of you,
Waiting till the lights go down,
And I stay here, until the sun's around.
Nights and nights,
They'd think I'm crazy,
But I stay until you ring my bell,
And I'd be just behind your window,
Surprises, for the first time.
Smiles, every other time.
What brings me here,
You'd think I'm crazy,
I'm here for a part of you,
It beats for me but sticks to you.

I'm close to tears,
Walking in this rain,
Far away, so far away from you.
Counting 5 nights and 4 days,
I'll stay outside your door again,
And I'll wait for the stars to shine,
When its dark here,
I'm smile again,
For the first time, in so long,
When I see you again,
Beneath this crystal night,
The secret to perfection,
The night sky, this moon light.
When I'm there and you question.
Raise voices, raise thoughts.
What am I here for?
I'm in for a part of you,
That beats for me,
But sticks to you.

Let the silence speak.

Its getting dark here,
And colder than yesterday,
Underneath my sheets,
I still feel cold,
And in your beautiful voice,
When I hear my name,
Giving me shivers,
And they warm me up,
When you call me 'Love',
I feel you closer to me,
Then the warmer night yesterday,
These words will never be enough,
Pages and books,
Outnumbered by my shivers,
Cold to the bone,
You could still make me feel loved,
With the words you say,
With the way you smile to me,
I wish you here,
I wish you right now,
And I need you tonight,
To hold me tight.
These words will never be enough,
My tears for this distance.
I keep them together,
Never let them go,
I know I'm too weak,
And you're weaker with my fall.
With your care for me,
More than I've felt before,
Underneath my sheets,
If I cry tonight,
I need your arms around me,
Calming me down, your voice,
So beautiful, so soft.
Like a kiss on your temple,
A kiss beneath my chin,
These words will never be enough,
But when I'm far away,
These words are my kisses,
There words hold you tight,
For all the while I'm gone,
These words will keep you warm,
In the winter night, they'll be your stars.
They'll be everything until I'm gone,
And when I'm near,
In your arms,
We'll be 'there',
You and me, will be together.
Let the silence speak,
When its you and me.

Never leave another day.

Give me your hand,
And nothing will ever set us apart,
For you, next to you, I'll stand.
Right now, forever, keep me in your heart.
I cherish the moments you hold me close,
Holding you closer, I fell all of you.
With a kiss on your cute little nose,
I'll runaway, runaway with you.
If I struggle, stutter and stammer,
Its just how you look in the moodlight,
Next to the water fall, it gets calmer,
And with you here, everything feels night.
Fall in my arms, give me forever.
I'm fallen in your eyes, they're so, so deep.
Closest to you, I still wish you nearer,
Bundles of love, bunches of flowers, in this heap.
'Take my hand, walk with me',
You smile your beautiful smile,
You make me feel, all I can never be,
You stop time every once in a while.
'I miss you...' more than you'd ever know.
These words I could never say,
But here, if you're here, in my tears they'd show.
Be me for a day..
Watch the beauty you bring when you step in my day,
Watch how you play with my heartbeat, when you walk my way.
Watch how unstable I feel, when you're so far away..
Watch all that I am, never leave another day.